I closed my eyes
And here she came back again.
In a dark corner all alone
With her pale face,
Looking so depressed and so exhausted.

I’ve seen her crying,
Shedding black tears like the color of her dress.
Begging for company,
But there’s no one to be found.
She suffers from loneliness, swallowing the pain.
Telling her secrets to her heart and locks it in.

She lives miserably,
Waiting for the bright light,
That comes from so far away.
The light that may resurrect hope inside of her.
But all she finds is merciless defeatism.

She rose up quickly;
I think she has changed her mind.
She just decided to let go
Let go of her dark thoughts,
Let go of the gloomy world she used to live in,
Let go of the past and welcome the future.

I closed my eyes the day after,
I’ve seen her once again,
But this time she’s better.
She draws a cheerful smile in her face,
Wearing a wonderful white dress.
Running in the fields happily.
She’s doing nicely,
enjoying every moment in her life.

she waved for me,
then she started to fade away.
I tried to close my eyes everyday
In order to see her and say good-bye
But she was already gone!!
http://www.writemania.net/the-girl/

I have only you and nobody else,
But now I need you more and more.
You’re my shining light,
You’re the only one who gets me right.
You’ve always been my shoulder to cry on,
The one I can depend on.
You felt me when I was sad,
You felt me when I was happy.
You were always with me
But now even if you’re here,
I feel you’re so far.

I need you my dear,
I need you here.
Not just smiling for me pretending to be close.
I know I’ve hurt you much,
But dear, I’m really sorry for that,
I love you and I can’t bear losing you
You’re all I have,
My precious treasure.

We’ve been through lots,
We smiled, laughed, cried together.
Losing you is like losing myself,
I want you to be my forever friend.
Cause dear you’re my second half.
So please, I beg you to come back,
Back to me as you were before,
Or even much more.
I have only you,
And I can’t bear losing you.
http://www.writemania.net/i-cant-bear-losing-you-2/

The hardest pain in life is: not to know which road you will walk in.



* the hardest pain in life is: when you think that all the people around you are good, then there comes a time when you find out that they were just lying at you.
* The hardest pain in life is: to love without thinking and leave everything behind you to keep that love. Then at the end you find out that the other one doesn’t even thinks or cares about you.

* The hardest pain in life is: not to know the reality from the dream and the dark from the light.

* The hardest pain in life is: to believe everything around you then at the end you find out that everything was just a creepy joke.

* The hardest pain in life is: to be in the dark and keep looking for the light that will lighten your life. But when you find it, you realize that it’s in your enemy’s hand.

http://www.writemania.net/the-hardest-pain-in-life/

I walked in the land without shoes,
I broke my toes
And I bled my nose.
I went back home
With broken toes
And a bleeding nose.
I entered to my room,
And I found it like a boom.
My mom gave me a slap,
And my brother start to clap.
I went to school,
And everything was cool.
There was a boy,
That plays with a toy.
Toy, toy, toy played by a boy.
Then, I saw a teacher,
That looks like a fisher.
And I screamed, because I wanted the ice-cream.
Well, this was me,
When I was only me.
http://www.writemania.net/me-when-i-was-only-me/

Like a ghost walking by,
Nobody sees me there.
Nobody notices my presence
Nobody knows me living.
Walking with an empty head
Looking for an illusion
Something that doesn’t exist
But what can I do?!!
Life’s meant to be this way.
Feel like I’m in the dark,
Playing hide and seek
thinking someday I’ll get the chance to find something.
Pretending to be fine, hiding all inside by smiling
But these smiles and laughs are fake
It’s not my real face!
Trying to find who I am, to which world I belong…
I’m so scared from falling,
But I know that those falls will make me strong.

Going back to the past to see the difference in me,
There is some difference yes, but it’s not a big deal
Still have lots of questions to myself
Are all the people like me?
Or it is just me who feels this way!
Tearing inside
Broken up into pieces for no reason!
Then I go back to say that:
This girl that walks by like a ghost
will Never show up!!
http://www.writemania.net/ghost/

I’ve never got the chance to thank you
For all what you’ve done to me
For all the sacrifices and all the care
For every word you said,
And every moment we had.

The day I’ve seen your tears,
Was a day full of fears.
I’ve never wanted you to be hurt,
You don’t deserve to cry!!
I know you’re afraid of our parting
But I promise you that I’ll never go away
I’ll never leave you alone
I’ll be near you, a friend that never dies

When you told me I’m everything to you
I couldn’t bear looking at your sad face
I know someday I’ll leave you
But be sure that I’ll never forget you
I’ll look for you everywhere I think you might be;
Behind the trees, beside the walls,
Before sunset and after sunrise.
I will always look for that pure person
Who was always guiding me
Whenever I lose my ways

True friends are very rare
People that really care
Ones who dare
To say the truth when everybody lies
People who deserve to be awarded
For their honesty and faithfulness
http://www.writemania.net/dear-friend/

Is it real?
Or I’m just dreaming once again?
Will I finally be happy?
Will I get all I’ve ever dreamt of?
Will I reach it all?
I really don’t know…
All I know is that there’s something happening in my life,
Something I still can’t recognize,
Something I still want to know about…
It’s really hard to make a final decision,
The thing that will change your life forever.
I’m just living and going on,
Walking with nothing in mind.
I feel I’m happy,
I feel I’m pretty good,
I feel I’m the chosen one.
It’s out of my control;
I can’t realize it all…
It’s insane if you read that,
But I’m just writing what my mind tells me to.
Listening to “addicted” and writing this thing.
Maybe I’m really addicted to sadness,
But I’m helpless
I can’t do anything for it… :’(
http://www.writemania.net/confused/

I’m dying inside of me,
And there’s no hand to help me.
I’m screaming inside of my head
But no one could hear it.
Loneliness and sadness …that’s all I feel
They always come together,
Like they’re chasing me…
When I look in the mirror, I see a little girl in the dark
Searching for the light.
But she doesn’t find it, she can’t see anything
She’s bereft, bruised, deflated
Then, she starts to cry
But there’s no one who could ever wash her tears away.
This girl is truly me.
I want to get out of that world
I want to free my soul and fly high is the sky
I want to make all my dreams come true
But I think it will never happen
I will be alone till the last breath in my life
That’s how it goes on, and I should accept it no matter what…
http://www.writemania.net/alone/