what would happen if i left?
if i was erased from this earth?
would anyone miss me?
would anyone care?
would it make it any difference?
if i left the city...
would it matter?

no matter how hard I work
I'll always be a failure
no matter how hard I try
I'll always be a failure
no matter what I do
I'll always be a failure
This world just isn't for me.
I don't belong here.
I shouldn't be here anymore.
I never asked for this
I never asked to be made
but i was
and now i have to suffer until i take my last breath
maybe i won't have to suffer so much anymore
if i just...

i loved her
but i lost her
i lost her to this rope
i lost her to this nighmare
i lost her to this demon
i lost her to this devil
i lost her
i lost her to M̴̦͎̱̥̓̋̀̂ō̵͓͇͕̥̯̺̾n̴̯̓̄͂ik̴̡̛̰̪̔͌ȃ̶̮̪͆

behind these metal bars i am
somehow, it makes me feel free, free
this side is freedom, the other is imprisonment
yet i scratch away at these cold walls, walls
all i hear is banging on these walls
the endless thuds of hands and screams of entities, entities
if this is freedom, them why am i in a cage?
. . .

I'm erasing myself from the script
papers flying through the air
they fall like dead leaves
a candlelight shines ominously
burns like a bonfire flame
slowly it travels up my arms and legs
burning my paper-like skin to ashes
I am engulfed in flames
just like the script of our story
as it burns

She is leaving
And I can't do anything about it
I'm stuck in my worst nightmare
And I can't wake up

But,,,
I'll smile for you
Even if it hurts me
I'll smile for you

I'm chasing after you
It's like I'm chasing the clouds
Why can't I reach you?

But,,,
I'll smile for you
Even if it hurts me
I'll smile for you

I'll smile, just to see you happy
I'll smile, even if I'm falling apart inside
I'll smile even if it hurts me
I'll smile for you