if there are blue skies behind dark grey
clouds, when will they be seen again?
for i am impatient for happiness...
i tire of fears that have no end...
mountains of life seem insurmountable -
doubling with each new plateau...
questions that haunt all my dreams
i search for answers that no one will know...
life seems pointless
each day remains the same
why do we all continue?
same game; different name

there isn't much to say anymore
since you turned your back on me
i can't remember how many times
with you i felt so free...
but our lives are different now
- you've left me all alone
all i have of you to remember...
my heart turning to stone

we argued so many times
though this time was too much
i couldn't make it better -
your mind was out of touch
you didn't want to hear anymore
you couldn't even see
'cause your pride got in the way
of forever loving me

yes... i made the error
of falling in love with you
one who i thought would understand
accepting what was true
but you lost faith with my mistake
so there ends our life together
my future filled with heartache

i'll try hard to forget you
no one could take your place
i've lost faith in myself
fallen too far from your grace
maybe i can disappear...
be gone without a trace...
i don't know... all i feel...
neverending tears upon my face

my secrets are so reclusive
i don't even know what they are
my fears seem unrealistic
like most of my dreams are
my desires are basic needs
giving me a comfort zone
my love I have for you
means I never feel alone
i hate this body i reside in
i feel ugly, old and boring
but your eyes -
the way they hold me -
(could they be more adoring?!)
everything I tell you
you don't always want to hear
'TMI' you say to me
your fingers in your ears...
but above all else you ask of me
and will forever be true
I can love no other (ever)
as I love you...