I have my drugs.
You have your Uggs.

So scurry away you pointless rat,
You ******* brat.

I want your life to be a dream
But not the dreams I dream about
Not what I wake up screaming about
I want a win, I want it for us, for our team

I want a glimpse of your smile
and how cliche is this;
I want you to stay awhile
I'm a toad and nothing will turn me into a prince. Not even your kiss.

The hoops to jump
The ****** to dump
The sarcastic whines
The endless complaints
Every single line
All for you; the "saint"

It was in that moment I saw how perfectly gorgeous you were to me
Hell, to the entire world your beauty was expressed
To my heart you've earned a key
Oh and so nicely dressed
Only the finest for you my love
I'd buy the earth and fight any others lost in lust for you
Your eyes divine! your soul a dove!
I'll shout to the sky and for you anything i'll do

There's too many battles to fight
They are of my own demise
My downfall, oh god I know i'm only such a sight
And you with your quickly spoken bitter lies

Maybe I don't give a ****
With every heartbeat the tension grows stronger
I feel it, i'm running out of luck
I don't know if I can wait much longer

It's coming forth breaking free
Bursting through my weak jaw
It's not just about me
For us it's the law

Do you even know alone?
You're always surrounded and loved
Don't you dare talk to me in that condescending tone
Into the light you're shoved
Again and again, by your own hand
Do you like the attention
It's the truth I demand
But it's not something that to my face you will mention
I've given you my heart
and all you've done was broken it apart

I've fallen in love a million times
Every time with a new stranger
I've forgotten them after a few lines
It seems my heart is in danger

Danger of breaking once again
You are no stranger but I love you so
I might be drunk again
I might of told you I would never be this low

Maybe

You keep making me feel ******.
                                                                                              *In a good way.

Eyes
Eyes can tell you everything
I hate it when I can see your lies
Once in a while you can see me glaring

Yours are beautiful
But only when you're looking at me
I can't stand them looking at another, you're making me such a fool
I think I love you and you are truly worth the world to see

But when the storms approach and you're nowhere to find
I don't know what to do besides think of you
You haunt my mind
You're a sunshine that no one can out-do

You don't hang out in my head
I don't wonder how you feel
I'll smoke my cigarette, heart of lead
What's your deal?

I want to run
Run away to France
be some type of romantic genius you can only dream about
I want a lot
but I don't want to be forgotten

You stand so tall
But with one mighty gust you fall

Falling for anyone who shows you kindness
Standing for everything fake, full of emptiness

You can't be anything but miserable
I can't even seem to find you bearable

It's sad to watch you strut around
Almost as sad to see you without my hand in your hand

Please god, allow me to have compassion
Please god, don't crush this dreamy passion with your mighty action

Is nothing just
Life is only a bust

Are you afraid to be alone?
I say this with conviction, i'm sure you're afraid to atone.
Stay with your "friends" that adore you
But not the real you
The shallow *****
The ones who see themselves so deluxe
Stay surrounded so you're not lonely
Less the thoughts come in provoking you slowly .

I really do feel
You look at me like i'm just another meal
I want you to care
I'm tired of cowering under your glare
You make me want to cry
With every single lie
I want to be what you want
but you're only playing with my heart strings, making them oh so taunt.

The brain is beautiful!
They say.
My mind is wasteful.
A wasteland.
Spiteful.
And as it may...
be...
My brain isn't as beautiful as you make it seem.
The seams are showing,
Splitting.
Making my main concern hitting.
Hitting anyone but you in a daze of discomfiting rage.

I thought you were my friend for a time,
But you are no friend of mine.
Friends don't lie,
Friends are there for the other while they cry.
I don't want a mentally deficient friend,
Nor do I want this to be the end.

I want to write a poem.
But that's not how it works.
I want to show em.
But I cant defeat the oh so worthy smirks.
I want to win.
But I can't even decide if I want to go in.
My thoughts are in jumbles,
my stomach rumbles,
my heart aches
my body quakes.

Life is like a kaleidoscope ,
Too many images
I just can't cope.

Life is like a movie,
Except the good guys never win
and no one will ever know what it means to really be me.

Life is bad,
I have nothing else to say,
I don't want to be sad.

I need to be amused.
I need a *muse.

Oh baby girl, you've got the blonde hair but not the blue eyes
It's so hard to convince myself you aren't telling lies...
Your heart has a lock.
I would love to to talk.
Tick. Tock.
I want to make you smile.
A smile, as wide as the Nile.
It doesn't matter what anyone says about thy,
I refuse to see you cry,
I want you to be mine,
                                                                    
                                                          


                                                                  and I'll make you so *divine.

she moves like a run on sentence  
and long after she's gone  
her walk hovers in the air  
waiting for a mark of punctuation  
to put it to a Stop.

And for you I've stitched a mask of confidence
yet your heart has been bottomless
There's promises
then there's promises
I can be everything you need
Don't dare to supersede
I'll take my own place
You can keep a steady pace
one by one you'll make it to me
two by two and it can be we

It's a memory
                           It means so little to you
                                                                     And so much to me
                                                                                                 Why can't we feel the same?

Nothing lasts forever
Sever the ties and **** the lies
I don't know what I want
You may stand there proud and taunt
I can see right through you
Through the loud voice
And even that stupid choice
Maybe you're what I want
Maybe I do know

You're standing there wanting acceptance
I'm sitting here thinking of you in past tense
You've struck my last nerve
I hope you get what you deserve
I don't know if you've heard
But we all think you're absurd
You might believe you're too cool for us
But all you do is make us cuss
I hate you.

It's those nights
The ones that last forever
The nights where your bed is a mile high
And you only wish to be higher
Those nights where sleep will never come
Where you can never say I'm done
Where you can go numb
Where you compare yourself to all but none
And you feel so very dumb
It's those nights that I dread
Laying alone in bed

These thoughts drain me
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I'm haunted of what could be
Would you still adore me if you knew
Or would you laugh too?
The end is through a body bag
It's a game of tag
Happy sad
Glad then mad
I'll take my leave now
The best question is how?

It's all gone to hell
It's not like you can't tell
The fires gone burning it all
Maybe this is curtain call
Oh, we're all going to die
So enjoy the taste of bile
And remember to die
With a smile

I want to love
But I don't know how
Is it a feeling
Is it a smell
Will I find it through a bottle
Or maybe a puff
I look for it
I can't contain this lust

I dream
I dream
Of clearer skies
Of better times
Of less lies
Of you being mine
I can't help but to dream
Always of you and me

I dream
I dream
Of clearer skies
Of better times
Of less lies
Of you being mine
I can't help but to dream
Always of you and me