A second chance to a friend
I can’t seem to get my mind to stop from thinking about you
What are you doing
Are you happy
I go through the day and all of the sudden I catch myself  and I see you in my minds eye
I see your smile and think of the day when we were together side by side
The times we had the jokes and the laughs we shared
The sweet secrets for you and I only to share
The way I remember feeling when I heard your voice for the first time
I wish I could hear the sweet sound of your voice again just once more
I wish I could have a second a third a forever chance to a friend
If I had the chance to do it again I would in an instant no mater what
Because I just can’t seem to forget you no matter how hard I try
What good is it to remember a dream if you are no longer in it
How can I keep myself from falling
The emptiness is becoming unbearable
The not knowing is agonizing
I try to go on, trying to block out the memory of you
I am not strong enough it’s so hard to do
Or better yet I don’t want to forget you I can’t
For if I forget you I forget myself and who I want to be  
I am reaching out for a second chance to a friend
In the end the choice is really up to you

Holding to a beautiful moment
We lock eyes and there we go deep into a secret sweet bliss.
Then we share a simple yet meaningful kiss.
The beat of my heart is beating so fast.
I am afraid this feeling will not last.
My heart is burning on fire.
With every beat I am flying higher.
Your smile takes my breath away.
It always leaves me in such disarray.
We begin to slip away into the unknown.
To each other our feelings are shown.
We stand there our hands touching ever so slightly.
Then they begin to intertwine ever so tightly.
As we have one thing on our mind, no worries; no cares.
To be in the moment to breathe in the time we share.
Our bodies lean into each other.
We begin to merge as one, together.
As we grasp one another ever so tight.
Holding on as to not let go, holding with all our might.
Minute by minute we are suspended in time.
Together we stand there as one, we become so sublime.
We whisper sweet secrets for only each other to hear.
As we struggle to control the emotions we fear.
With nothing in our way.
This beautiful moment becomes and eternity for a day.

Once upon a time there was a girl
She was so free and had such beauty and longing to grow
Now like a wolf in sheep’s clothing she walks among us
She is hiding trying to disguise herself as one of us
Hiding from the filthy ugly lies she has lived
She was led down a path of her own doing
Led astray and down the wrong way
Love turned her eye blind, the truth hidden behind the broken promises
Now she faces the wolf as it is crawling and scratching its way out day by day
When did her beauty fade?
When did her eyes become so grey?
How did she get so blinded?
Where did she go astray?
The questions linger unanswered for the wolf inside her has nothing to say
And then she faces the mirror to see the reflection of the wolf within her
She says I am you and you are me we are one in the same
With her arms opened wide there is nowhere for her to hide
She is waiting to be set free
Waiting for that one arrow straight to the heart
Free her from the pain the lies the strain of her ugly life of lies
She no longer knows who she is without you

Possessed

What if you wanted something so powerful that you had to make a choice between good and evil in order to obtain it?

What if this evil took you as it’s own and you become owned by it.
You try to move and talk but every move you make and every breath you take along with every word you try to speak is not of your own doing.

For you are now not the controller of your own body, and mind, your every thought your every movement of your limbs is controlled by the entity within you.

As you look into the mirror there you stare deep within it.  
So deep that you can see the things it makes you do.
You hear the disgusting defile things that spit out from your lips.

You watch an empty shell become it’s puppet doing with you as it desires doing the will of evil.  
Is this the life you wanted the power you thought you were going to have.
No control, no mind of your own.

Why did I choose this you ask yourself.
Then you realize you are trapped within this evil with no way out.  
No one can help you no one can see you are not yourself anymore your friends your family no longer recognize you.

They stare at you like a stranger.  And you as you sub come to the evil.
You began to scream for their help, no hears you.
Why would you make a choice to have power you cannot control.
When you open the door to evil you become the controlled it becomes the controller.  
You become a shell of a being watching while it dose what it wants with you.
While it makes you say and do things beyond your control.
Be careful sometimes what you wish for, does come true!

I AM ALONE

I AM ALONE NOW TOTALLY ON MY OWN

IN REALITY I ALWAYS WAS EVEN IF IT WASN'T KNOWN

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SEPARATE FROM HIM

HE LIVED HIS LIFE HIS WAY ON A WHIM

I AM SCARED AND AFRAID THAT I MIGHT FAIL

THE FEAR ITSELF BEGINS TO MAKE ME FRAIL

REALIZING NOW THAT MY PAST HAS MADE ME

HOPING TO CHANGE IT INTO A FUTURE I WANT TO SEE

I TURNED INTO SOMEONE I DON’T KNOW

THE PROCESS OF CHANGE WILL BE FOREVER SLOW

CAN I BEGAN TO GET BACK THAT PERSON I ONCE KNEW

THE PERSON WHO I TRULY WANT TO BREAK THROUGH