I’m bouncing in all corners
Of this sphere full of me

I can’t run, I can’t slip away
From this sphere full of self

No one to blame, but only me
On this sphere full of shame

I was there, when I was him
But look at me, I’m locked away

In this sphere… I don’t belong
In this sphere… I always fall
In this sphere… I ‘m tired and weak
In this sphere … where fear is a cycle

Here i am again
darkness are all around me
ready to cover any sheds of lights
it's black it may seems
but the grace still holding my rational capacity

Emotions are still there and evolving,
complexity at its best
Whenever i open my virtual world,
it seems you virtually pops up into my virtual perception
Not on computer screens nor tablets
but in the brightest flashes of memories
how can i defeat this darkness?

My mind thinking of letting you go
but fragments are too heavy and many
Need more time and strength to clean you up

Music doesn't help,
it triggers more nightmares i could ever imagine
My heart is empty when all of your shadows are faded