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Donall Dempsey Nov 2021
"...THE POSSIBILITY THAT HAS BEEN
OVERLOOKED IS THE FUTURE..."
( for Michael Hartnett )

found
penny in a puddle
year of my birth

I pocket it
as the poet passes
cap in hand

this brilliant man
sculpted from sadness
loneliness falling like rain

he goes to greet me
knowing he knows me
but my face escapes him

I only ever meet him
when the drink has
taken him prisoner

inside his head
haiku breed
"..like maggots!" he says..."...like maggots!"

"I don't want your company
or your pity!" he snarls
"Just the price of a pint!"

I have only
the old puddle penny I've found
I give him my coat

he puts his hat on
his head
at a rakish angle

the tree flies away
the bird hangs still in the air
neon scribbles on the puddles

*

The title is taken from one of Michael's poems as is the idea of a tree flying away leaving the bird in mid-air! It always greatly amused me.

The only other time I had gone to hear him read and he was too drunk to perform. I had to get a last bus back to the Curragh and by then I think he finally got around to reading.

It was absolutely lashing rain and he carried his hat scrunched up in his hand and had only a thin tee shirt on.  

He put my coat on and tramped off into a future that was falling before him.

I never saw the coat or Michael again. He had asked me if I wrote poetry too and when I said I did he said:  "Ahhh then....I pity you!"
276 · Apr 2017
!да да да!
Donall Dempsey Apr 2017
!да да да!

darling daughter
chews
dad's toupee

when she has her fill
Fido takes over

toupee or not toupee
the hairpiece is having
a bad hair day

Fido and next door's doggie
engage in snarling tug o' war
oops that's torn it

dad now looking like a monk
his bald spot badly
sunburnt

darling daughter kisses
where the hairpiece ought to be
claps and slaps: Da...Da...Da. . .DA!"

it is the only word she knows
in Russian
the world is just one big Yes!
when she has her fill
Fido takes over

toupee or not toupee
the hairpiece is having
a bad hair day

Fido and next door's doggie
engage in snarling tug o' war
oops that's torn it

dad now looking like a monk
his bald spot badly
sunburnt

darling daughter kisses
where the hairpiece ought to be
claps and slaps: Da...Da...Da. . .DA!"

it is the only word she knows
in Russian
the world is just one big Yes!
276 · Jun 2017
INTERCESSION
Donall Dempsey Jun 2017
INTERCESSION

I sweeten her life
with my voice.

Recite
as she dies

poems she likes
scattered fragments of her

childhood
the dictionary has a word for it

"loveless"
as clinical as that.

It pins her
like a butterfly

in a collection
in her father's study.

There is only my voice.

She smiles.
Steps into the poem

It closes
about her.

". . .THE WONDROUS ARCHITECTURE OF THE WORLDE. . . ."

There are no more words.

Only thought
that places her

in her poem
this her heaven.

My words
an intercession

taking her beyond
this world.

The words
love her.

I close her eyes.

I close my eyes.
***

Yet another poem from the wonderful writing class run by Lisa Kelly. Take two words randomly from the dictionary and follow where they lead you. My two words were "loveless" and "intercession."
Donall Dempsey Dec 2017
PARFOIS LA FOLIE EST LA SAGESSE


the streets creeping
through the midnight
of the little town

the world crumbles
seen through the laughter
of an alcoholic haze

'My eyes filled to the brim
with dozens of Pink Ladies! '
sight deserts her

carcasses of animals
dancing from hook to hook
in butcher's shop

she had become a paper doll
of herself
cut out from the world

she dressed herself
in various moods
that clashed violently

'I'm wearing my happy hat
and my fake smile! '
the world falls for it

between the two
pillows
the continent of loneliness

an afternoon's sun
clinking amongst the ice cubes
silence

the moon
pressing silence
into shadow

lady in pink
drinking a Pink Lady
her smile slipping

'I am always
another person
I can't recognise! '

the little garden
dancing joyfully
with Spring

doves coo in cages
a night
walks by
275 · Jul 2019
OPENINGS ( for Onelia )
Donall Dempsey Jul 2019
OPENINGS
( for Onelia )

The openings of famous novels
follow me around

for days on end

or just lounge around
waiting for me to say them.

The opening of MOBY ****
has gone for a ***.

The opening of A TALE OF TWO CITIES
has fallen asleep by the radiator.

The opening of PRIDE & PREJUDICE
is sipping a cup of Earl Grey tea.

“Call me Ishmael...Call me Ishmael! ”
pleads the opening of MOBY ****
returning from the loo.

“Have you washed your hands? ”
I ask it.

“It was the best of the worst of times...”
declaims the Dickens
confused upon awakening.

“Say me...say me! ”
they all clamour...crowding around me.

I just stare
at them in silence

wondering how
I got into this.
274 · Apr 2023
GRANDA TENDS HIS DAHLIAS
Donall Dempsey Apr 2023
GRANDAD TENDS HIS DAHLIAS

the fog
walks among the tombs
"I encounter my first ***

he was a man
he looked just like me
as if I were...killing myself!"

stretching back
through space & time
the instant of that moment

the German falls
beside a tomb
like a badly written play

Grandad bayonettes
the German...looks surprised
to be dying

Grandad plunges the bayonette in
twists it about
the German almost grins

then the dance
of the living & the dying
in strict time

the German goes down
on one knee
as if proposing to Death

Granddad stabs the German
through the lifeline
of his left hand

the dying German's
left outstretched hand
like a man about to sing a song

"As he fell
his hand touched my hand
'This...' I thought '...is hell!'"

all his life
the touch...that touch
impossible to shake off

Grandad tends his dahlias
the dying German
still clouding his eyes
274 · Sep 2016
A GREAT HURT
Donall Dempsey Sep 2016
A GREAT HURT

your death hath done me a great hurt
the sharp blade of absence hath
pierceth my heart

Death speaks in italics
and an odd old fashioned diction
that's catching

all this hath & hath not
you present only
by your absence

day after day I have to live
your death...
...hath done me a great hurt
HE ORDER OF THE BURIAL OF THE DEAD.

I was remembering fragments out of this as by the waters of the Liffey I sat down and wept.

"MAN, that is born of a woman, hath but a short time to live, and is full of misery. He cometh up, and is cut down, like a flower; he fleeth as it were a shadow, and never continueth in one stay.

In the midst of life we are in death. . .

Thou knowest, LORD, the secrets of our hearts. . .

FORASMUCH as it hath pleased Almighty God. . .

I HEARD a voice from heaven, saying unto me, Write. . ."
274 · May 2015
TIME WAS
Donall Dempsey May 2015
The poem
only exists on your breath.

In the rise and fall of your telling.

It will be another 40 years
before I see it written in a book

...and tears come unbidden.

I a little boy
crying for a little boy blue

who tells his toys to wait for him
until the morning comes...

but being good Victorian melodrama
the little boy dies.

Still the toys wait...

for the touch of his hand

...that will never come.

In the real live boy
that I am

there isn't a dry eye
and I cry and cry the house down.

You kiss & cuddle me.

Your death
traps me in this poem

and melodrama becomes real

& I cry now
as a man

...this poem only exists
on the nearness of your breath

& I forever tell it
to your ghost.
******

This poem is interwoven into my life and I actually came to live it for real...it is made not only with words but death and grief and the memory of my lost sister's voice. It doesn't exist as a text or a page for me but only in that telling all those years ago and the ghost of that memory.


LITTLE BOY BLUE

The little toy dog is covered with dust,
    But sturdy and staunch he stands;
And the little toy soldier is red with rust,
    And his musket moulds in his hands,
Time was when the little toy dog was new,
   And the soldier was passing fair;
And that was the time when our Little Boy Blue
    Kissed them and put them there.

“Now, don’t you go till I come, ” he said,
    “And don’t you make any noise! ”
So, toddling off to his trundle-bed,
    He dreamt of the pretty toys;
And, as he was dreaming, an angel song
    Awakened our Little Boy Blue –
Oh! The years are many, the years are long,
    But the little toy friends are true!

Aye, faithful to Little Boy Blue they stand,
    Each in the same old place –
Awaiting the touch of a little hand,
    The smile of a little face;
And they wonder, as waiting the long years
              through
     In the dust of that little chair,
What has become of our Little Boy Blue,
    Since he kissed them and put them there.

From POEMS OF CHILDHOOD by Eugene Field
274 · Dec 2016
FAREWELL TO THE LAND OF IRE
Donall Dempsey Dec 2016
FAREWELL TO THE LAND OF IRE

green apple peel
like a snake that's escaped
the wrath of St. Patrick
274 · Mar 2015
THE DEATH OF AN ANGEL
Donall Dempsey Mar 2015
I tell her
her butterfly

resting on the tip
of her finger

is an angel
disguised so she

can visit
the human world

passing herself off
amongst the flowers

keeping an eye

on us
humans.

I wake to her crying
in a night gone cold.

“I captured
an angel...! ”

she cries

“...trapped her
inside a bottle! ”

“She fluttered about a bit
and died! ”

“Will God
**** me

for killing
his angel? ”

“No...no...don’t even think so! ”

“It was time for her
to go back to Heaven

& when you do
you got to

leave your body behind.”

She sniffles and finally
falls asleep in a sob.

I take her angel
put it on the compost heap

pray to God
to look after

all his little creatures

all creatures

great

&

small.
Donall Dempsey Aug 2016
DEATH IS A MIRROR LEAKING LIGHTNING

Death is a mirror
leaking lightning.

Time alters to fit
around the fact.

The sunlight empties itself
of warmth

merely picks out the world
as if the effort hurt.

Time unpicks
stitch by stitch

Life’s rich embroidery.

A constellation comes
to comfort me.

It hovers awkwardly
above my pain

unable to comprehend
its tiny immensity.

I have become the rabbit
staring at me from a trap

watching the world
erase itself

second by second.

Two crows
perch upon your tombstone

gossiping about how
the world comes and goes.

I throw angry words
at them.

They caw off into
an empty sky.

A marble angel & I
standing sentinel.

The marble angel
trying not to cry.
What lightning is, and what it can do. People covered all the mirrors in their house because they can “catch and reflect” lightning…mirrors leak lightning. It was thought that lightning can behave like light and be reflected. Lightning of course is not light, but a raw, electrical charge.

When large turbulent clouds form, they build up a powerful electric charge through a mechanism that’s only partly understood, although the general principle is the same as when you make static electricity by rubbing a balloon with wool.  As the charge builds, it creates an electrical field between the cloud and the ground.  As that field gets stronger, the air begins to ionise until there are enough ions to provide a path for the electricity to discharge.  Once current begins flowing down this path, the air in that path gets hotter and ionises even more, which lets more current flow to make the air even hotter and more ionised.  Within microseconds, the amount of energy passing through that path heats the air so much that it begins glowing – not red hot, or even white hot, but ultraviolet hot.  For the brief moment that the current is flowing, what we have is a lightning bolt which is basically air heated so much that it acts like a wire in an electric circuit.  Once all that energy has been dumped to Earth, there’s nothing to sustain the electric field, the current stops flowing, and the lightning bolt disapears.  Meanwhile, all that superheated air has expanded violently, in a loud explosion which we hear as thunder.  Fun fact:  This happens somewhere on Earth many times every single second!

So we’ve established that lightning is an extremely intense electrical discharge flowing along a temporary path of ionised air.  Suddenly the original question, about lightning being reflected by mirrors, doesn’t even make sense.  Although a mirror could possibly conduct electricity (they’re made by plating the back of a piece of glass with silver or aluminium, which are both highly conductive), it certainly couldn’t reflect it.  If a bolt of lightning were to strike a mirror, it would simply blast through the mirror.
Now lightning is very bright, emitting a lot of light.  Mirrors can reflect this light, if it happens to shine on the mirror, with ease.  But the actual bolt itself won’t deflect from its original path towards the mirror simply because the light is being reflected.
That said, lightning can do some pretty weird things.  There are records of lightning bolts striking and killing a man inside a movie theatre while leaving the building intact and his fellow patrons unharmed.  Lightning bolts have been known to strike telephone wires and **** people using the phone kilometers away.  The faint electrical fields around radio transmitters (like the ones we all carry around in our cellphones) have occasionally been known to attract lightning.  So it certainly is possible for lightning to enter your home and strike your mirrors, if you’re spectacularly unlucky.  But it could just as likely avoid them.  Covering them up makes no sense, and certainly won’t change that particular roll of the dice.
273 · May 2018
LES DOLLS
Donall Dempsey May 2018
LES DOLLS

she complains to her dolls
about me
"SAYS TO ME...NO MORE SWEETS!"

the dolls
gasp at such cruelty
"Tut! Tut" they pout "Tut! Tut!"

"*******!"
screams her rag doll
God she's got a mouth on her!"

she mocks my voice
"SAYS...NO MORE SWEETS!"
"What..!" I say. "Nothing!" she says

moans to her dolls
they are all on her side
look at me with disdain

the dolls lie around
trying to trip me up
laugh silently when they do
273 · Oct 2016
METAMORPHOSES
Donall Dempsey Oct 2016
METAMORPHOSES

My smile
floating

in my compact
mirror

as I get carried along
in a river of people

flowing down
High Holborn

stiletto-ing back to work
with the other temps

laughing gaily
amongst ourselves

looking forward to
a weekend’s Paintballing.

I add a little more
scarlet to my smile.

My smile
gazes back at me

almost in love
with itself.

I trap it
in its little prison

snap
it

shut.

Burdened by
my beauty

almost sick
to death of it.

What others would die for
I’d die to be without.

I shiver
in the sunlight

feeling un-really
real.

It’s not easy
being a myth

especially in these times
of disbelief.

I still recoil
in horror when people recall

that hoary old story
of how I was loved

...by a river.

Oh really Arethusa!

I gather up
my green hair

into a ponytail.

Oh those ****** Greeks
and the stories they tell!

Now I am a millennium
or two

...older

I remain still
as beautiful as ever.

Suddenly a voice
comes after me

his shadow
casting itself over me.

Oh ye Gods!

Surely not here…not now…not…again!

“Hey darlin’…why leave
why such a hurry? ”

Alpheus
that old river God

disguised as a cartoon
bowler-hatted-pinstriped-brolly-carrying English gent.

But the wrong vernacular
gave him away.

The river Yob
as he was known  even back then.

I tried to pretend
I was mist on a mountain.

But he
wasn’t having any of it.

His voice
pursued me

his shadow
the shape of my terror.

Panic’d…perspiring
I turned into a stream

made a run
for it.

The English gent
dissolved as he

poured himself
into his true form.

I could feel his
strong undercurrent

how his waters
wanted to mingle with mine.

I started crying
which only  made matters worse.

And yes…yes
he caught me of course

chased not longer chaste
filled with his lust
  
& it all happens
all over again.

Who’d be a nymph…eh?
Lusted after…turned into a tree or river.

It’s enough
to drive you nuts.

Ye fu&*%ing Gods
I hate being a myth!

It’s a curse
having to go through it

every time someone reads it.

It’s so…frustrating!

Tired now.
Ooops this is…my stop!

I shoved Hughes’s
OVID

back in
my rucksack

leapt off just
as the door closes.

There seemed to be some
commotion on the street

and **** and double ****
Holborn Underground

was closed
due to flooding.
273 · Dec 2019
FOOTSTEPS SET IN TIME
Donall Dempsey Dec 2019
FOOTSTEPS SET IN TIME

The lightness of
your footstep

as you hurried to me

caught in the slowly setting
concrete
you didn’t see

holds your fleeting love
permanently

your footsteps
greedy for me

paying no attention
to the world whatever

only knowing that
in a few footsteps more

you would be precious
and adored for who you are

your footsteps
still exist

echoing inside my tears

as I put my next step
inside yours

and the snow fills
the other footsteps up.
In the Tales of the Boyhood of Fionn that Irish icon of long ago legend and myth, there is an interesting debate among Fionn and his friends as to what was the finest music in the world:
“Tell us that,” said Fionn turning to Oisi’n
“The cuckoo calling from the tree that is highest in the hedge,” cried his merry son.
“A good sound,” said Fionn. “And you, Oscar,” he asked, “what is to your mind the finest of music?”
“The top of music is the ring of a spear on a shield,” cried the stout lad.
“It is a good sound,” said Fionn. And the other champions told their delight; the belling of a stag across water, the baying of a tuneful pack heard in the distance, the song of a lark, the laugh of a gleeful girl, or the whisper of a moved one.
“They are good sounds all,” said Fionn.
“Tell us, chief,” one ventured, “what you think?”
“The music of what happens,” said great Fionn, “that is the finest music in the world.”
And so as it happens is the music of my little daughter back from shopping with her Mammy and running to hug me...and not letting a new laid path stop her...her footsteps slowing down until I pluck her from there and hoist her in the air. Her little kisses and joy the only music in all my world. Could any man be richer than I with the music of what happens.
272 · Jan 2019
ODD ANGEL OUT( for Mr. S.)
Donall Dempsey Jan 2019
ODD ANGEL OUT

Fallen angel
on the run

hunted down
by the Host

and an ever wrathful
Almighty

gone to ground
in my Da's shed

amongst a million things
that are of no use no more

but may be
someday you never know

huddled beside a paraffin can
a bottle of turpentine...the smell of pine

camouflaged as a shaft
of sunlight

its voice a dancing
of dust motes.

All because it longed
to be human.

Finding sanctuary
in my Da's shed

'cos if anybody can
show  him

what to be
human is

only my Da
can.

I take the angel's hand in mine
(feels as if there is nothing there )

the shed lit
in a Carol Reedish way.

My Da's whistling
nearing the door

that opens with
a creak of thought

"See..?" I say "...see!"
271 · Jul 2022
COMES A MOUSEY
Donall Dempsey Jul 2022
COMES A MOUSEY

"Comes a headache you can lose it in a day,
Comes a toothache see the dentist right away;
Comes love nothing can be done! "

she wiggles her fingers
she wiggles her toes
tries to mouth the words

she gurgles in her cot
waves her head about
hits her mobile toys

I sing her old jazz
standards from the first
day of her life

from tiny tot
to the toddler
of now

she can join in
and sing
with relish and delight

and demand of Daddy
"Sing me mousey
Sing me mousey!"

"Comes the measles, you can quarantine a room
Comes a mousey, you can chase it with a broom
Comes love, nothing can be done!"

Comes love, nothing can be done

Comes love...nothing can be done

Comes love . . .nothing. . .can be. . . done
271 · Aug 2016
IT’S YOU? ISN’T IT?
Donall Dempsey Aug 2016
IT’S YOU? ISN’T IT?


Facebook messages me
to phone home as soon

as possible.

Our home phone is down.
Other phones just ring and ring.

Or lead me up a cul-de-sac
of leaving a message

to a ghostly  mechanical
voice.

Messages answering messages.
No actual real live people involved.

Finally I do
what I should have done

all along
((((((( call you.))))))

So, I do.

“Hiya Bud, can you call me?
Something bad seems to have happened!
Get back to me as soon as you can!”

You do not call back.

You lie there not
listening to me.

You never get back
to me.

Never will.

It’s you?
Isn’t it?

The bad thing that has
happened?

Death listening at the end of the line.

Saying not a word.
271 · Feb 2016
GOD HAS FALLEN...
Donall Dempsey Feb 2016
GOD HAS FALLEN...

. . .in love with me.

He sends me roses.
And other flowers.

Tells Spring to deliver them
into my eyes.

Suddenly He is
besotted.

Can't see anything
but...me.

Proclaims I am His
greatest creation.

Says he will cease to exist
if I don't believe in Him.

Says He waits by the prayers
but I never.....

"Yeah, yeah...!" I say.
"You probably say that

to all the mortals!"

I go my own way
creating the world

as I see it.

God continues
to stalk me.

I've changed the locks.
Changed my number.

I tell Him to go the Hell.
He looks harrowed.

It will end in tears.
I know it will.

For one of us.

Or both.
Donall Dempsey May 2019
MUMONKAN(GATELESS PASS)
( for Junie )

Here, now
sister mine

lost
in time

dead to this world

I offer you

my eyes
my ears

so that you can see...can hear
without fear of Death

always interrupting you.

Take this breath & live again.
I can see enough for two.

*

MYOJU(THE END OF LIFE)

After the bus crash her soul walked home
limping awkwardly now

leaving a trail of footprints
leaking time like blood.

*

KAEI(THE SHADOWS OF FLOWERS)

Often, I visit this moment
long gone

(that has never ceased to exist) .

I go to find my sister
calling her name

lost as she is in the middle
of this vast field

her blue dress a flower

at the very center of it.

Here, Death
does not know her

name
only I call her.

She carries me home
in a piggyback.

I fascinated with the freckle
under the shadow of a curl

where shoulder
meets neck.

I lost in her laughter.

Both of us escaping
Her Death.

*

AME NO UTA(SONGS OF RAIN)

Here, Death
itemises her.

The bruised breast.
The torn spleen.
The broken ribs.
The hemorrhaging.

Death, leaving
his mark

on this
human being.

Familiar with her.
Owning her.

Memory tiptoes
into Death's great palace

& steals back
a freckle

lost behind
a curl

between
shoulder
& neck.

Death
has no need

for it.
271 · Sep 2019
GET DIRECTIONS
Donall Dempsey Sep 2019
GET DIRECTIONS

With a click I
begin the journey

USE CAUTION!
(I'm advised)

WALKING DIRECTIONS MAY
NOT ALWAYS REFLECT

( sunlight glances off
a passing car)

REAL-WORLD CONDITIONS
(sunlight becomes rain)

Passing by now
Ripley's Believe it or Not.

And indeed it is so
a man walks a weasel

on a lead
passerbys give him a wide berth

amused and bemused
all at the same time.

A punk sings opera
as if he had stepped

out of another
dimension.

As work progresses
a photo of a building

covers the building
as if it were wearing

the 2-D dress of
it's 3-D self.

Waiting for a green light
a dog pees on my left shoe.

Ctrl+ drag mouse
and we go full 3-D

now the satellite
view as you

come into focus
through raindrop glasses

"Sweet Thames flow softly...."
MacColl's voice leaking from a car window

hum now as I cross
the street to greet her

"Kissed her once again at Wapping,
Flow sweet river flow...

After that there was no stopping
Sweet Thames  flow softly..."
Ewan MacColl had just died somewhere in '89 and suddenly he was remembered as the guy who wrote the extraordinary beautiful THE FIRST TIME EVER I SAW YOUR FACE and the gritty ***** OLD TOWN and of course SWEET THAMES.  I so loved his songs.


Now 20 years later I was crossing London and getting directions from Google and hearing his voice once again leak from a car stopped at the light.
Google directions telling me that the real world might be different out there amused me and this poem sat down in a chair in my mind and made itself at home. "Ahhhh howya!" said the poem. "I hear y'are the fellow who's going to write me!"
Donall Dempsey Apr 2019
I THOUGHT BEEN A DALEK WAS A JOB FOR LIFE...

he was a Dalek fallen
on hard times he
got a job on the Underground announcing stations

his wife also
had seen better days
got a job as a talking clock

Mr. & Mrs. Dalek far from
extermination of others
desire for world *******

"THE NEXT STOP IS WATERLOO..."
"AT THE FINAL STROKE IT WILL BE
12 NOON EXACTLY!"
270 · Aug 2016
EPITHALAMIUM
Donall Dempsey Aug 2016
EPITHALAMIUM

And love is
now

our only reality.

We shape shift.

Become all that is.

This sunlight...that moonlight.

Time forever only is
this now

in which we two
exist.

We all the lovers
that ever were.

We each each other's
shadow.

Now we laugh
change bodies at a thought.

All things unable to resist
this who we are.

I look out through your eyes.
See me as you see me.

You too
switch sides

seeing as the other.

Pristine as a prime.

The world has lost
all form

we metamorphosing into
anything we wish

the boundaries of things
impervious to such love

you the sunlight
dancing through my leaves

me the falling rain
as you sleep.

And love is now
our only reality.
270 · Oct 2016
COW
Donall Dempsey Oct 2016
COW
ship at sea in fog
lowing like a giant metal
cow
Donall Dempsey Apr 2019
FACING THE FACTS

( To Betty Patton )

"Well, that's it!"
said the nose.

"I'm off!"

And so saying
it jumped off my face

trotted down the street
turned a corner and

...was gone.

Without even a by your leave!

My eyes could
hardly believe it.

"What...next...the ears?"
I stupidly said.

The ears took me at my word and
taking the nose as a shining example

tore themselves off
the side of my head

joined together
and flew off

like some kind of strange
fleshy butterfly

flapping madly.

"Well, hush my mouth!"
I had no sooner spoke

than the asaid fore-mentioned mouth
without saying a single word

flopped off my face
galloped off like a snail

leaving a trail
down the street.

I could see this
would end in tears.

The eyes( the ****** fools )
fell like ping pong *****

rolling themselves away
on the trail of the mouth.

I couldn't bear to see them go
but go..oh go...they did.

And yes, I had told the mirror
only this morning

that I had thought
my nose...ears...eyes and mouth

my worst features
but

I never thought
they'd take it so

personally.
269 · Aug 2015
100%
Donall Dempsey Aug 2015
"I'm a hundred per cent
behind you..."

she reassures me.

But, when:
I look behind me...she's

a 1000%
not there.
268 · Apr 2015
HURRY UP NOW...IT'S TIME!
Donall Dempsey Apr 2015
She let go
of her name

watched it drift
away

a thing on the tide
separate to herself.

A thing now
to be

denied.

She undid
her self

watched it
now fall to the floor

kicked it
carelessly to one side


as if stepping out
of a dress

she had worn for far
too long.

She unclasped her love
of the world

put it aside
carefully and with

a little regret.

And then
she stepped into

her death
as if she were

stepping into
a bath.

“So, this is
it? ”
she laughed.
..she had just cut her wrists and was watching her self die. She was telling me what it was like and was very bitter she was saved! She lived over a pub so the familiar barman's cry was one of the last things she heard before her flatmate came back early from a blind date and found her in time.
268 · Nov 2023
"NOW...LIVE!"
Donall Dempsey Nov 2023
"NOW...LIVE!"

I place a tree...there.

I place a sky...here.

I add a bird...
I...subtract a bird.

I alter a mountain
place it to the left...to the right.

I let the little stream run.

I add a sun.
( turn it up).

I walk between
the spaces between seconds

check each moment is
- perfect.

Only then do I allow
time to

unfurl
flap in the breeze.

Then I stop it all.

I adjust a a molecule
or two.

Place you at
the centre

of the big green field
you in your dress of

bright blue.

Then I, like a long ago
Sultan

or a third-rate magician

command the memory:

"Now, live!"
Donall Dempsey Feb 2024
AS MONDAYS GO IT WAS THE BEST OF MONDAYS

it was
a state of the art
day

perfect
in every
way

as if God
had created it
then thought about it

and made it
even better
this time round

the light
pristine
immaculate

like God
sent a postcard
saying wish you were here

and I
delighted
to be
268 · Apr 2019
WALKING THROUGH THE MUSIC
Donall Dempsey Apr 2019
WALKING THROUGH THE MUSIC

the old piano
loose music sheets scattered on floor
his hand grasping a carpet rose

the sun strolls
across the wallpaper
touching each rose in turn

a cat mews
to be fed
walks through the music sheets

now John has become
a corpse
something to be discovered

they look at him
in horror
he has long ceased to be John

kitten on the keys
making it up as it goes
falling on on Middle C

no one remembers him
there is no one to mourn
the kitten finds a new home

This is.
That was.
Time laughs at humans.
268 · Feb 2018
THE ONLY EDEN
Donall Dempsey Feb 2018
THE ONLY EDEN

Granny unable to
see

would build me
touch by touch

with her blind fingertips
search for the face

she would create.

Here my cheekbone
coming into being

there an eyebrow
newly born

here an eye
there a philtrum

sculpted from sunlight
hewn from nothing

here blind seeing
fashioning me anew

her fingertips
butterflies

forming this
living portrait

of the face
I own.

Her fingers feeling
for each nuance...each tone

the music of me
plucked from thin air

one moment I am not
then I am

all there.

I made all the more
real.

More realer
that I could ever be

emerging from
her fingertips

as if I were
God's Adam

and this her tiny garden
the only Eden.
268 · May 2018
THE SOUL GOES FOR A STROLL
Donall Dempsey May 2018
THE SOUL GOES FOR A STROLL

My Uncle sleeps with pursed lips
as if kissed by a dream.

Perched upon this kiss
a butterfly sits

as if an Uncle's lips were the most natural
place for a butterfly to rest

or as if it were an illustration
of the soul (a symbol)

in a magical book
that explained such things.

Outside the trees breathe gently
inhaling & exhaling a soft whisper of wind.

Bees carve a map out of the air
for other bees to see.

Out on a limb
two birds sit & chit chat.

A fox(unseen)passes by
as if it had never been.

A big big bug topples off the top
of a tiny stone onto its back

wriggling its arms & legs
as if it were trying to swim

through the currents of its fear.

One of the gossiping birds
sees him as a tasty treat.

Eats him.

Inside the house's
El Greco shadows

a kitten exploring the newness
of the world it finds itself in

jumps onto the sleeping statue
of an Uncle

with a butterfly
perched upon its lips.

Kitten tumbles ooops
into my Uncle's crotch

before climbing the mountain side
that is his chest.

Takes a swipe at the soul
pretending to be a butterfly

just as my Uncle
awakens to this reality

& his soul flits just
out of reach

between the fireplace
& the mantle piece.
268 · May 2017
AN DORCHADAS
Donall Dempsey May 2017
AN DORCHADAS

The Dark had come
alive.

Prowled about outside.

He stayed still.
Perfectly still.

So the Dark wouldn't
see him.

The Dark seemed to sense
his living presence.

It tore at the window
wounding the glass

leaving large
scratchy marks.

The window howled.

The Dark outside
spilling into the room

thickening the Dark
inside with its outside

filling the room with
a Dark deeper now

a Darkness one could
drown in.

The Darkness laughed
thickened...congealed about me.

Somewhere a clock
ticked too loudly

gobbling all the time up
( and there was precious little time left )
down to the dregs.

The Dark was hard and heavy
- solid.

He would have to cut through it
slash at it to part it.

The Dark slurped at him
with its rough cat's tongue

as if it would. . .
teasing...testing...tasting

"Quick. quick. . .!"
whispered Sleep in a furious hiss.

Sleep opened a trap door in itself
as the Dark lapped at him

he just had time to
slip inside.

The Dark growling
throwing itself against Sleep

with such rage
Sleeps's hinges...rattling...buckling

before the Darkness
padded away with a snarl.

Morning laughed itself
into his head

( "You ok kid!" )

bringing with it a cat's meow
a tracery of birdsong and

as much sunlight
it could drag behind it.

Stuffed as much sun as it could
into his awakening bedroom.

A tree tapped at the window.
"Hey kid...remember me!"

It was still 1963
and the dark hadn't gotten him.

"Come and play!"
said the day.
"Come and play!"

So, he - did.

The night now very
very far away.
267 · May 2019
THE SOUL GOES FOR A STROLL
Donall Dempsey May 2019
THE SOUL GOES FOR A STROLL

My Uncle sleeps with pursed lips
as if kissed by a dream.

Perched upon this kiss
a butterfly sits

as if an Uncle's lips were the most natural
place for a butterfly to rest

or as if it were an illustration
of the soul (a symbol)

in a magical book
that explained such things.

Outside the trees breathe gently
inhaling & exhaling a soft whisper of wind.

Bees carve a map out of the air
for other bees to see.

Out on a limb
two birds sit & chit chat.

A fox(unseen)passes by
as if it had never been.

A big big bug topples off the top
of a tiny stone onto its back

wriggling its arms & legs
as if it were trying to swim

through the currents of its fear.

One of the gossiping birds
sees him as a tasty treat.

Eats him.

Inside the house's
El Greco shadows

a kitten exploring the newness
of the world it finds itself in

jumps onto the sleeping statue
of an Uncle

with a butterfly
perched upon its lips.

Kitten tumbles ooops
into my Uncle's crotch

before climbing the mountain side
that is his chest.

Takes a swipe at the soul
pretending to be a butterfly

just as my Uncle
awakens to this reality

& his soul flits just
out of reach

between the fireplace
& the mantle piece.
Donall Dempsey Nov 2017
I know it's only Ragnarök 'n' Roll but...."

The sun rolls
across the floor

chased by an orange
and black cat.

Cornered like a mouse
the sun hides

just out of reach
under the chest-of-drawers.

Uranus has made it
all the way to the toilet door.

Mars has landed
in the half-eaten blancmange.

Neptune? No one knows
where Neptune's gone?

Venus floats
in the un-drunken wine.

The earth hides
in a flower ***.

Mercury balanced just upon the edge of the
table -

The moon has risen
in the child's hand.

"No...NO! Don't
eat the moon!"

The planetary mobile
has somehow come a-
-part.

The planets now
mere child's play.

Or a coloured ball
a cat could chase.

After the planets fall
to earth

I pluck Pluto from its path
the only planet left intact.

Pocket it.

"It's not the end of the world!"
I tell them all.

"Tea...anyone?"
The Stones were playing I KNOW IT'S ONLY ROCK 'N' ROLL BUT I LIKE IT! whilst all the mayhem and chaos was going on. I was telling the kids about Norse myth and so the words gathered themselves about this one mad moment of mayhem. Tea of course was the answer and we all settled down with a nice Earl Grey and some nice Nice biscuits.
267 · Jun 2020
A COUPS DE POURQUOI
Donall Dempsey Jun 2020
A COUPS DE POURQUOI

Time waiting
like a lowly servant

coughing politely every
now and then

to remind them that
ahem...the world is...waiting

their ******* laughing
"So, let it...wait!"

The world tapping a toe
impatiently

eyes turned
up to Heaven

Time shrugging its shoulders
in a "what-can-I do" way.

She laughs at her and him
( it was always her and him )

puppets now of the imagination
memory's home movie

Time's revenge

remembering how it had been
now how

the train hurtles
through a darkness

her reflection made of night
and cold glass

hung there
suspended

staring into her own
crying eyes

knowing it could
never last what

a fool she'd been
she scorned herself

she this living
painting of the past

Reality once again
getting the upper hand

Time and the World
put in their place

the expensive meal
uneaten on the plate

the ship leaving
the town behind

slowly so
reluctant to do so

before distance and the dark
take control

'til the town too
is nothing

but a memory
hostage to the past

Jacques Brel's voice
lost inside her head

"...a coups de pourquoi..."

Now, here, somewhere
in mid-Atlantic

she finds herself
in the middle of nowhere

the middle of nowhere
exactly

where she
wanted to be

"oublier le temps
oublier le temps
oublier le temps."
267 · May 2017
THE STARS ARE LONELY
Donall Dempsey May 2017
THE STARS ARE LONELY

“The stars are lonely
they are not human. . .”

trapped outside the glass
they watch Granny’s

every movement
as she swings

the big bubbling black ***
over the hungry flames.

Inside it potatoes
dance in their jackets.

Children crane
to look all the way up to the chimney’s top

where tiny stars
nail the night to the sky

as soot falls...soot falls
the darkness is all.

Granny’s voice wanders
among shadows

plucking here a word
there a phrase for flavour

cooking up a story
that snatches at your soul.

“In me father’s time
and the time before that

there lived a little boy
who wouldn’t be alive

for very much longer. .”

*

Years later when the house didn't wear its top no more and only had a ceiling of stars and rain walked about the rooms as if it owned them and chickens laid eggs on Auntie Nelly's old brass bed I found this photo lying face down in a puddle and I laid it out in the sun and brought it back to life by loving it so much.

She used to sing to me and I would listen to her with all of my self and am listening to her still...I have never ceased listening to her.

her soul blossomed
out of her mouth
walked about in her voice
Donall Dempsey Jul 2016
STEALING TIME
( for  Mary Forde )

The quick quick rain
falls upon the lavender house

staining it darker than
it was

a minute ago.s

A bird is looking at the world.
A moon is looking at the bird.

This is a minute
stolen from 1963.

Time has been
wondering where

...it had gone?

I, a 7 year old thief
cutting it out of the universe

leaving a tiny gap
in the space-time continuum.

It is an ordinary moment
that nobody notices.

I notice.

I walk whistling past
the hours....the years

hoping that Time
never catches up with me.
Donall Dempsey Oct 2017
THE GATE SWINGS OPEN
( for Mary Frances )

We hang from
(albeit upside down)

now interlaced between
now balanced upon

the five-bar-gate
the river beyond calling our names.

This is the threshold
between lane and field.

We live only
in the moment

and so
forever.

Your dress falling
over your face

stifling giggles
gales of laughter

shaking us from our perch
like windfall apples.

An "Ouch!" and an "Ow!" later
and we are back upon

where we had
fallen from.

A Constable I cold imagine
would have painted us

thus
in passing.

Our five-bar-gate
as much a part of us

as our antics
and laughter.

Even in this
over-grown now

I still smart
from the sting of its nettles

still taste the tang
of its baby strawberries

at its gnarled
wooden feet.

The gate opens
into a world that is

...gone.

Captured in my imagination
by a Constable blur of paint

showing two blurs
that could be considered

us
children at play.

It hangs in my mind
in the gallery of memory.

The light slowly dying
only the laughter remains.

The thrush's song
threaded through the morning.
267 · Oct 2015
~
Donall Dempsey Oct 2015
~
like a walking silence
she steps into a lion's den
of sound
267 · Sep 2017
CLOCKLESS
Donall Dempsey Sep 2017
CLOCKLESS



the car's wipers
slosh the world back & forth
back'n'forth




how stupid of me
left my heart out in the pain
my thoughts gone rusty




white noise
on the telly
my fingertips touch the static




"Suicide is painless..." I hum
I tell the waiting room
"I...hope...it is!"




the objects in the room
look terrified
look on in silence




locked inside
the whisper
( the shout )




this room is clockless
time locked outside
howling to get in




I ...sit...and
crochet on the couch
time looks sheepish




clicking needles
I knit
one moment to the next




there is only this
little moment
left to live in




"Too much time..."I tell myself
"That's the trouble. . ." I tell the room
"Think I'll cut it down to size!" I say to nobody




"Time to be gone..."
I say
in a melodramatic way




I laugh at myself
weep in my private
theatre of heartbreak




my reflection & I
both reaching for
the razor blade




the room
holds its breath
I close my eyes &. . .




this one perfect moment
time rearing up like a wave
that never ever breaks
266 · Mar 2018
THE VERY INK OF HISTORY
Donall Dempsey Mar 2018
THE VERY INK OF HISTORY

"I'm Anne
of a thousand days."

Anne of a thousand
faces...fables.

See how "facts"
harden into history.

"I've a third
******...

one hand has got
6 fingers!"

A palimpsest
of myths.

History written by
enemies.

She's Anne
of a thousand days.

History's thousand faces.

"I've been Gregory'd
& Mantel'd."

Try as hard as God can
He can not

alter History

". . .only..."
as Sam Butler puts it

"only. . .
historians can!"
266 · Mar 2017
WHEN THE MUSIC STOPS
Donall Dempsey Mar 2017
WHEN THE MUSIC STOPS

the music of the silence
when the music
stops

**

la musique du silence
quand la musique
arrêts
266 · Oct 2015
AS WHEN SOUND BECOMES MUSIC
Donall Dempsey Oct 2015
Always
your love

everywhere
around me

tangible & intangible

as when
sound
becomes music.

As a child
they asked me

what I wanted
to be

when I grew up

and I ran through
all the obvious choices

a cowboy man
a doctor man
a spy man
a hero man
an astronaut man

but there was
always only

one choice.

I wanted to be
you.

So I blurted out
my child's answer:


'A Daddy! '

The adults laughed
not knowing how serious
I was.

I wanted to be
the Daddy
my Dad was.

I wanted to love someone
as much as
he loved me.

I still feel
my 7 year old hand in his

as the camera clicks
and captures our smiles.

Me beaming bursting with pride!

'This is my Dad! This is my Dad! '

Always
his love

everywhere
around me

tangible & intangible

as when

sound

becomes

music.
266 · Jul 2017
MAL...FUN...CTION!
Donall Dempsey Jul 2017
MAL...FUN...CTION!




Her voice was all italics.




Her worlds in bold

and in BLOCK CAPITALS.




"Shhhhhhhh!" I said

in lower case.




"Shhhhhhhh!" I said agian

reducing my voice to a size 9 font.




"You say you saw a head..."

I said




"...sticking out of

a brick wall!"




She just nodded her head.

Too scared of words.




And - sure enough

( God bless her little cotton socks )




there was a head

sticking out of a brick wall.




"Well..!" I said "...well!"

to steady my nerve.




I thought at first

it was only a ghost




a trainee ghost

not sure as yet




of the mechanics of the process

of passing through brick walls.




But the explication was

not as commonplace as all that.




"hElP mE. . .hElP mE!"

the head said




in a Capt. Kirik-ish

kind of way.




For yea - it was he.




I thought now was

a bad time




to ask for his autograph.




"Tele..." the head said.




"Yes, yes old chap?"

I said.




"...porter!" the head said.




"Ahh you see..." I said to her.

"There's always a logical explanation




...the teleporter broke down

just as he was being beamed down




through this here

brick wall>"




"Oh...is that all?"

she said




finding her voice again

and not too shy to use it.




And so we continued along

down to the local Bingo Hall.




Never was one

for all that




Star Trek stuff.
266 · Nov 2019
VINCENT IS WALKING
Donall Dempsey Nov 2019
VINCENT IS WALKING

Vincent is walking
over Westminster Bridge
a sunset grabs him by the soul

Vincent is walking
back to Brixton
his head all full of Keats

Vincent is walking
on air unable to
peel the Rembrandt off his retina

Vincent is walking
an orchestra of colours
tuning up in his head

Vincent is walking
through George Elliot's words
they clamber all over his senses

Vincent is walking
Vincent is walking
invaded by religion
Van Gogh in England passing places I would pass and reading books that I would have read.
Donall Dempsey Sep 2019
"WHERE DOES A THOUGHT GO WHEN IT IS FORGOTTEN?"

“The soul becomes dyed with the colour of its thoughts.”

― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

*

A thought crawled
across the surface of his mind

having escaped the gravitational
pull of his subconsciousness .

The thought thought
of itself

as of a human
crawling across a desert

crying "Water...water!"
in some old cartoon

except it was crying
"Meaning...meaning!"

Meaning..." aye
there's the rub!"

it spoke to itself
in Hamletian tones.

It was hard work carrying
all this Shakespeare around

so it reluctantly
left it behind.

But it persisted
in its searching

as if it could grab the stars
and turn them into words.

The brain to which
it had been assigned to

that oh so fragile
human machinery

had started
shutting down

synapses refusing
to fire

making it almost impossible
for the thought to exist.

A wife
holding a dying hand

the thought wanting to
become something said

something grand
famous last words

but there were
no words to be found

other than "I taut I taw
a puddy cat!"

The thought could
only activate a smile

but that smile
said it all.

Wordless
words.

The wife now
squeezing all the tighter.

Smile speaking
to smile.

The thought had made it
after all.
“Where does a thought go when it's forgotten?”
― Sigmund Freud
265 · Mar 2018
HOSPITAL VISIT
Donall Dempsey Mar 2018
HOSPITAL VISIT

"So, you're back?"
I smile weakly.

"Ahhhh now, don't be like that!"
Death smirks.

I shrug non committedly.

"You still sore about that heart attack?"
Death laughs.

"I was just playing around
seeing how you'd take it"

Death explains..

"Oh so that was what that was all about>
You got a sick sense of humour!"

Death shrugs non committedly.

"Oh come come now..!"
Death blurts out.

"I did give you
your self back!"

"So you did...so you did!"
I grin.

"And to what
do I owe this visit?"

I dare to ask.

Death strokes my hair
pushed it back

off my forehead
wet with sweat.

"Shhhhh..." soothes Death "...shhhhh!"
like a wave in love with a shore.

Lady Death kisses me.
"Do you love me?"

"Yesssss...."
my voice whispers...falters.

There is now.

And then.

No more.
"...WHEN THE EVENING IS SET OUT AGAINST THE SKY..."

She stood
as if the world

were a mere
bit of scenery

backdrop

a prop in a play
designed for the sole purpose

of making her
look good.

Gorgeous is
the word.

She a universe
unto her self.

She spoke in italic.

Her voice changing font
from word to word.

She had a strange up
and down CaPiTaL accent

that was slighty dis-
concerting.

A simple "How do you do?"
metamorphosing into

hOw Do YoU dO
and without a trace

of punctuation
her voice a melody

upon the air
like music set free

invisibly.

She spoke excellent
French deliciously

which one
understood completely

even though one
had only schoolboy French.

jE m ApPellE mAdAmE mOrT eT
mAiNtEnAnT aLlOns y

She held out a hand
the sun itslef

a mere jewel
upon her finger.

The world had run out
of itself.

I followed Madame Mort
into the nothingness

that had suddenly
opened up.

"Qui...merci!"
the last thing I

ever heard
my self say.
265 · Aug 2017
DON'T FORGET TO WRITE
Donall Dempsey Aug 2017
DON'T FORGET TO WRITE

"Ok, then...I'll be
eh...off!"

says the poem awkwardly.

"Thanks for...like...bringing
me into....em...being!"

it shyly says

not really knowing how
to say goodbye.

"Think...nothing
of...it!"

I hear myself say
in a blase way.

Me!
At a loss for words.

Funnt that!

Sad we have to go
our separate ways.

"Well, my time here is
...done!"

the poem almost cries but
doesn't.

Tears in its eyes.
Tears that can nerve

...fall.

I kiss it
with my voice

the many-headed audience
all ears.

"Make me proud!"
I whisper to it

as it leaves
my mouth.

"Who was that
masked poem?"

the audience gasp.

I blow the poem a kiss
the audience thinks it's for it.

"Don't forget..."
the poem throws over its shoulder

now very
very far away

". . .to write!"
265 · Apr 2015
EACH TO THE OTHER ARE...
Donall Dempsey Apr 2015
EACH TO THE OTHER ARE

LADY frown not
at this absence

of the sun

that hath so far
shone down

on everything
we've  done.

For we are all
the sun we need.

See! I shine on you!
You...you shine on me!

Nay...weep not this
mere absence

of a sun

for we
a star

each to
the other are

& all of summer
& all its glorious loving

ripens succulently
like a glistening berry

in who
we each to the other

...are.

The merest kiss
...a star!

*

Our first love was made glorious by this sun of Stratford  and now our first tentative meeting after that threatens not to be a sunny day!

Alas! But what care I!

I doth love thee
whatever the weather

if thou but
shine on me

shine

on

me.
*******

Our first love was made glorious by this sun of Stratford  and now our first tentative meeting after that threatens not to be a sunny day!

Alas! But what care I!

I doth love thee
whatever the weather

if thou but
shine on me

shine

on

me.
265 · Nov 2015
!LA WOW!
Donall Dempsey Nov 2015
she blew in on
a gust of pheromones
"Ya wanna see my erogenous zones?"
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