Daniel, you are
My perfect boyfriend.
You listen well
And play guitar
You let me rant
And never ignore me
You talk to me
Before anyone else
You laugh at
My dumb jokes
You tell me my poetry
Is the best in the world
You make me feel
Beautiful
You come back to me
Even though I was the one
Who got you in trouble
And forced you to leave
You never forget
A special event
Or anniversary.
You give me
The most thoughtful gifts
You love me
And even though we're
1,608 miles apart
You fell in love
With me.

I'm shaky
I can't sit still and my leg seems to be falling asleep all the time
Is it normal to be a nervous wreck after a day of not talking to the one you
Want to talk to most?
I can't concentrate
This poem was hard for me to write
I'm having problems breathing
This can't be because I love you



*Can it?

I'm in great depression in life that's my main obsession it holds me like I am their own possession wants me to say I am fine instead of my real emotions keeps my feelings with succession  comes out of nowhere &attacks; me with such aggression  only leads me  with one direction sadness madness numbness no other kind of expression I tired to say my confession of how it goes through progression  at times it gives me an impression that I Will be better soon  instead I am left with *******  I can't even Slove my own equation telling my mind to have some type session  speaks to me all  about my  imperfections it gets  scary in there with all the tension saying  I am some sort of infection that needs to be a suspension externally telling me suggestions for all it wants to mention is to end it all &leave; everyone out with no sort connection so it leaves me hanging with no protection to vanish myself in front of half broken  mirror & see my own reflection of how I'm not such a great  exception and I'm not at perfection. Until this day I'm still left termination.