Everybody wants me sad,
Everybody wants my mood bad,
Everybody is happy for my sadness,
Never ask about my moody madness,
Everybody needs my tears,
Everyday, for months and years,
I wonder,
If they ever want me tender,
If they ever feel my anger,
If they ever fear my thunder,
If they ever want me happy ?
But I think they should pay,
And taste some of my anger,
To be happy for my tears,
To be glad for my sadness,
I will make the earth flood,
Take their soul and blood,
But I'm kind to keep it thus,
So let the stars and the moon,
The sun and the flowers bloom,
While my rain drops vanish,
After the clouds banish,
I will be the same blue sky,
The same blue sky,
But with a rainbow.*

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The most beautiful you can ever see,
There, she hides in the deep dark sea,
Forever mine, I want her to be,
But take a moment and look at me,
I'm nothing like her she's nothing like me,
She has no legs but a tail,
She never walks but sail,
She never cries, she has no tears,
But the sun she fears,

We would spend the night
Under the starlight,
While staring at the moon
That makes our love bloom,
But at the beginning of the day,
In my world she would never stay,
She will have to get into her way,

And when she dives down,
With her my heart will drown,
That deep sea will be a grave,
The coffin would be the wave,
The corpse would be the love,
The love that we had above...*

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What if there were
No God and angel,
No good no evil,
No Lucifer  and  Satan,
No soul no demon,
No creature and Human,
No wonder no why,
No truth no lie,
What if there were
No east no west,
No worst nor best,
No black and white,
No day and night,
And no wrong no right,
,
,
Would this universe be such a  fake existence ?
Or just a world with nothing but consistency  ?*

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On the shore I stand,
Feeling my toes in the sand,
Foggy, cloudy weather,
Grey sky, has no sign of pleasure.
Feeling my Feet drawn,
With every wave feeling down,
I've been there for a while,
Waiting just to see her smile,
Like a star between the cloud,
She appears between the crowd,
I could feel nothing but the air,
Messing and moving her hair,
My conscious could not bear,
  I could not tell fantasy,
From the bare reality,
She's just like Illusion,
It was strange what I felt,
she softly made my heart melt,
Slowly she went out of my sight,
I tried to keep her there,
I started running ,
Trying to follow her there,
She disappears in the nowhere,
just there,
I fell...
The sand became harder than I thought,
It became concrete and so cold,
something was next to me,
strangely it's my bed !
It was all a dream,
nothing but a dream,
she was never there,
I don't know where,
She is there somewhere,
I'm in love with a ghost,
It's a nightmare.

In the darkness of night,
Starless moonless has no twilight,
Darker than a usual night,
Noiseless, soundless and so quiet,
Never look at your window,
Never pick a sight,
In that deep darkness out,
You see everything you have ever feared,
And everything you have ever dreaded,
The impossible is possible in the dark void,
Nothing can be seen, nothing can be heard,
Nothing only the evil of your soul to be reflected,
Nothing but the Fear of the unknown ,
Nothing... yet anything to be imagined,
Demon surreal faces that know your fears,
And your deepest darkest secrets,
All what you have ever feared is there,
All what you could never dare,
But dont worry,
It is nothing but a fictional fear,
You are safe in here,
But not out there,
It is simply a window,
They can not get through,
They can not hold your soul,
The demons out there...

Just dont blink.

What do I mean you would ask?

Your reflection In darkness is your dimension...
As a demon as one of them.


Dont blink.

Hearts were broken,
No words were spoken,
Our breath was taken,
When we knew that it's the end,
Something you can't bare or bend,
For days a feeling that I couldnt prevent,
Thinking of you and tomorrow,
A future for a while full of sorrow,
Sorrow... sorrow I wish that helps,
The pain inside of me,
The heart that yelps,
At the end,
We leave them all
Those whom we knew For a while,
And less than awhile,
And finally as while as never,
After the days we spent together,
As soon as forgotten,
As more as it gets better,
From a journey to another,
A long or short quest,
Time never stops for anybody

NEVER.

After all,
You had to say

It's The END!

You Feel the yearn to cry,
You never want to say Goodbye,
You remember the First Hi!
Yet... you realise that it's time,


To say Goodbye.