The way you laugh
Even better when you smile
The way you pull me close
And buried your face into mine
The way you always curse
Whenever you blush
The way your cigarettes smells
And the sudden calls
Even if its just for a while
I will miss your presence,

always

how can you remember his smile
with tears streaming down your face
how can you remember his voice
with a swallowed sob down your throat
how can you crave for his existence
but curse every sight of his figure
how can you dreamed about his face
but wake up with a nightmare

how can you
love
and hate
in a bitter sync?