i don’t trust easily
i have trust issue,
they said

people lies
it’s their nature,
isn’t it sad?

but when i heard
“it won’t work”
i instantly believe

believing what the cards said

maybe i was wrong to thought you would ever be serious,
                                                        ­       meant what you said.
                                                           ­    loved me.

                          maybe it was fool of me to believe you,
                                                            ­              trust you,
                                                            ­              love you.

maybe it was all wrong from the beginning.

                  but,
                  what if
                  maybe
                  i wasn't?

you have me.

                  until every last star
                  in the galaxy dies,

                                              you
        ­                                         have
                                                      me.

i used to think nothing is bitter about coffee
until
you leave and take that thought

what is it with words and lies
what is it with lies and trust
what is it with trust and people
why do we often give our words to people
why do we often trust people who lies

i read once
the easiest way to forget something
is to turn it into smoke
but here i am
six cigarettes after you left
with nothing forgotten

love the helpless
or
help
the loveless
...?