i feel as if my heart is ready to explode
every time you look at me.
and i think that
if you just got to know me,
you'd see how alike we are.
and how great this could be.

d.l.b.

do you ever just feel so alone?
once a week?
once a month?
what about every day?
but i suppose,
there are lots of people who feel so alone.
maybe we aren't so alone after all

d.l.b.

just a simple
hello from you,
can make or break my day

d.l.b.

i watched you in a video today.
guess what happened.

nothing.

nothing happened.
my heart didn't start to race,
my palms didn't start to sweat,
my cheeks didn't begin to blush,
nothing.

it felt wrong.
like i needed to be doing something i wasn't.
i used to do all those things.
what happened?

d.l.b.

i'm one
out of however many girls you know.
why would i be the one?

d.l.b.

you say that you hate her,
yet you still spend every moment with her.
it doesn't make much sense,
does it?

d.l.b.

i cannot take this anymore
i want to scream
i feel trapped
but nothing i do is going to free me

d.l.b.