i miss the old wooden swing in my backyard
where i used to sit and think and write for hours
i miss being lazy on the living room couch
and watching cartoons with my youngest brother
i miss sitting in my room, hearing footsteps from the floor above
and being able to know exactly whose they were
i miss waking up late on saturday mornings
to the smell of breakfast cooking in the kitchen
i miss being able to tell my little sister she looks pretty
every morning before she goes off to school
i miss sitting on my mother's bedroom floor
and listening to her tell stories about Tennessee
i miss hearing my father constantly whistle and sing
while he walked around the house doing different things
i miss living four minutes away from my best friend
and sleeping at her house for days just because i could
i miss talking to my brothers at 2 o'clock in the morning
about absolutely nothing and positively everything
i miss taking pictures of my backyard, even though nothing
about it has really changed in the past twelve years
but i think that i miss home the most at mealtimes
- m.f.