I am bright and pretty and joyful
Everyone loves me that knows me
Except the men I thought were mine
They showered me with kindness
Held me gentle tight and close
Promised me loyalty and intimacy
Now they are gone away
Their words empty hollow lies
I am tormented by the memories
Memories of precious united moments
Memories of our souls being as one
Talking laughing kissing hugging
Now those thoughts run circles
Like evil little imps those memories
They run around me taunting me
I'm surrounded by people always
Yet I feel like no one sees me
They don't see my heart or my passion
I am isolated within my own skin
I'm suffocating in an intense pain
My tears soak my pillows every night
Deep breaths and sighs exhale pain
My mind aches and my heart hurts
My heart feels crushed into gravel
I don't know what or who I want
I just want the loneliness to cease
I want someone to understand me
To feel my heart beat and know me
I want a soul mate and best friend.
Where are you? Who are you?
I miss you and I need you to come