09/01/2011 was
Your day,

Was the day when you decided to live with no more pain,

The day when  you decided to locked the battle with the dark happiness,

The day when  you decided to find yourself after being lost for years,

And now after two years,

You are having a better life,
You are feeling the right happiness,
You are living the reality,
You became a wise person,
You became a good teacher,
You became a good fighter,

PLUS
you became a good  example for the true meaning of A "STRONG PERSON".

Congratulation my DEAR for that achievement, we all are so PROUD of you.

Wish you all the best and a promising future.

All songs of peace do not last long,
And songs of war are always wrong.
Let’s sing for justice now!
But justice comes not with a song!

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and tried to solve problems and think too much thought i had the worst life ever.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and smoked dope sought the fun of the darkness and run away of the reality.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and cried thought am lonely and everyone hates me

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and lost myself between the hell and the evil sea drawing to the deepest point where the worst is.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and hated myself and people, thought thats the only point i can get.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and forgot how to love the people who were and are there for me, thought no one is there.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and kissed the pipe all the time thought thats the only friend i got.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and refused to pray thought there's no GOD.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and filled my heart of hatred thought theres nothing good left.

I hate that corner,
Where i just sat there and taught myself how to lie, thought that was the only way to hide my flaws and mistakes.

I really hate it, i don't know how i got there, i didn't know what i was doing, they were telling me, but i didn't believe them or maybe i did but i couldn't get up.

I hope its not too late to get up and move, i hope i still have the same people i loved before i sat there, i hope i didn't loose many, but actually i did.

I hope you and i don't go and set there one day unless we're setting there with our loved ones kissing each other and having a good time.

I hope you forgive me, you forgave me a lot, i just realized that, but please if you still care and like me, just give me the chance to prove that.

And now am setting in the same corner, staring at the window, looking at the sky, filling my self with faith and hopes, enjoying birds tweets that i missed, the butterflies that i didn't see, the sun that didn't burn me and the moon that i enjoyed looking at and dream.

I'm up now.

I'am a fat boy
Running on a treadmill
First, was easy
So didn't care
Got faster
But i was following
So didn't care
I though its easy
And will be easier
And the end is the easiest
I wish i was right
I was walking in a running treadmill
Expecting the best
I thought the luck will be running
With the belt in a circle
I wish i was right
Everything was on the belt
But i didnt know that i have to catch them
I wish i knew
The belt is running but everything is falling down
I wish i knew
I fall down too
Saw everything i wanted falling with me
It was too late to catch them
I wish it wasn't
I realized that
I stood on the treadmill again
Trying to catch the rest
It was going so fast
I wish it wasn't
I couldn't catch anything
I started to run run and run
I got tired
I rested myself
I wish i didn't
I wanted to keep running
As fast as it is
But i couldn't
I wish i could
I found a coach MD
MD was pushing me
Too hard to handle it
I thought MD was putting me down
I wish i didn't
MD was helping me
Giving me the power to run
But i didn't listen
I wish i did
I thought i can't do it
But MD thought the opposite
MD words were my fuel
The energy
The everything i needed to run
But i didn't take them seriously
I wish i did
I gained hundreds bounds of problems
MD is getting to the top
And am starting from the bottom again
Am a fat boy running on a treadmill.


I hope its not too late.