I feel like this love is dying. I'm trying I'm really trying.
Is what I'm doing right now, writing poetry, making things worse?

I feel like it's too dramatic, but I have nowhere else to turn.

What happened to you.
I know

I did.

You used to strive for 90's, now you're handing **** in late, you don't communicate, the little things I try to do just don't cut it, it seems you don't appreciate.

I think you're bored, living this life day in, day out. And honey, I am too.

There's nothing more for the time being that we can do.

How I wish we could just live in a house you and I just the two of us. How I wish I could take you places everyday. At the moment, I just can't. I'm not good enough. I'm not a "real boyfriend" I guess.

Things take time, and baby, if you wait for me, I guarantee you'll be smiles, day in and day out.

Don't let this life of Partying and *** and drugs consume you. Remember what's important. Remember what is true.

There's nothing more at the moment that I can do. I feel the worst on it's way. I feel like I'm losing you. you say freedom is what you need. Baby, I'll give it to you, you want money, diamonds and all the time foods, I'll work hard, for you.

you have me wrapped around your finger, How easily you could just flick me off like dust.

It's torture, this game you play. Do you love me like you say you do?

Those poems, those morning kisses, showering together, writing notes for each other. I don't want you to forget those things.

This house we dream of, this car I need to get, this money I need to earn. ****, IT'S ALL MATERIAL............

I want a simple house, a simple way of living,a future with you. Only problem is I don't think you want the same. You hate me, you cannot forget the past, you resent me, I swear sometimes it's like you fake it.

When you laugh at me I feel nothing. I feel neglect and hatred. Men have feelings too.

You're so cruel. But I love you. And I promise no one will love you like I do.

Why you gotta be so Cruel, I'm gonna marry ya anyway. <3

Blade meets skin, Blade is drowned in blood
Wielder looks at blade, tears running down the face of the wielder of the blade
Wielder looks up at the ceiling "I'm leaving, I'm leaving" she says.

Keep writing that stuff and surely...

Blade will win.

It's time to change

today has made me realise that change needs to happen in order to fulfil dreams and desires.

change needs to happen to avoid dullness

My love, forgive me for my lack of time management.
Forgive me for my *****-ups, I only want to fix them.

In time things will get better

change however, starts now.

If there is love in this world, there is hate.
Where there is light, there is darkness lurking in the shadows.
We are all meant to hate and love, it's our destiny as humans.

We are ultimately doomed to destroy ourselves, it may not be you who decides to wreak havoc, but there's someone out there, who once felt love, and is now channelling that long lost love, into hatred. Hatred will consume you, hatred will ultimately change who you are, hatred, will make you lose sight of yourself.

I'm usually not one to hate, but I guess I haven't entirely grasped the concept of love fully either.

Just stop this endless suffering of which you speak of, This endless and darkest Darkness in your mind that takes over............

Let it out. It can't be that bad, this darkness can be tamed, who knows it may even turn to light after it's been cleansed.

Maybe another being in your universe is what's causing this.

Maybe this other being is me.

I don't have the essentials for love.

But I love you.

It's not fair, and it never will be. So if i'm what is poisoning you, then leave. And don't come back. Don't you dare turn around.

I'm starting to see things differently

No anger, no sadness, no joy

but rather, a cold feeling, sure, it makes sense

brrrrr

as I lay myself down shivering, shaking

brrrrr

Where'd you go, huh?...

brrrr

Not doing so well

brrrr

Break the ice already. Just shatter it.
Stop doing this, just be real.
The decision in the end does not matter.
This fuckery going on right now though.

brrrr

whatever.

Expect laughter, if you've become what you've despised.

Expect much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much, much laughter.

so cold.
**better start the fire

how mysterious you are...
your sketchy motives.....................(........-.-)
the way you complain about stupid ****
how you always think you look ugly (This one is ******* dumb.)
how you get ****** so easily.
how you hold a ******* grudge for so ******* long.
sometimes I HATE YOUR GUTS.

But mostly I love them
Because there's nobody else in the world who can make me smile as much as you do.
who can make me forget as much as you do
who can make me feel like I'm worth something as much as you do.

They say if you don't argue with your significant other, it's not true love

So ultimately, do what you have to do. Be it good or bad, doesn't matter.

I do not wish pain upon you.

When you're 70, you're gonna look like a piece of flab anyway.
We're all gonna look like a piece of flab anyway
but that's not the point

you're absolutely beautiful. It doesn't seem to mean anything though
I don't quite understand how to make one feel beautiful if they can't love themselves.

Nobody should be killing themselves over goals that are almost impossible to achieve in body image, ESPECIALLY if they're healthy to begin with, you wanna look skinny, then have fun getting skinny, staying skinny and living skinny. Maaaaaaan. Nobody wants to just eat salad. Eat what the ******* want. just don't ******* stuff yourself every time!

god ****** girls, you're all ******* stupid for killing yourselves over this body image thing. you can all be beautiful, as long as you feel good about yourself, but I mean...if being skinny as a toothpick is your ultimate goal. If that's how you think you'll truly achieve your hapiness.

Be my guest, try it out, tell me how it feels when ya get there.

tips: **** what people have to say, if you have some extra weight, but are HEALTHY, then **** them!

if you're truly upset, don't sulk, and do something about it then. Don't be ******* brainwashed by society, SOCIETY IS STUPID LOL. Why on earth would you want to do the SAME THING that EVERYBODY else is doing? I don't understand. You ******* idiots