Everyday waking up I choose to walk on a path of fire knowing I'll burn and get scares. But I do it because I hoped once I get to the end it'll be the most amazing feeling. Now all I wanna do is burn because I know the start is to frightening to visit again and the end to to hurtful to feel.

Love is....
Waking up every morning with the first thought being her. Everything you hear,everything you see,every word you say relates to her and the memories you two have together. And even when your at the absolute happiest you'd still rather be with her. When you guys fight of course you get mad but in the end you'd rather loose the fight then loose her. You know you'd do absolutely everything and anything for her even when it's so hard to prove. Love is so hard to explain because even the people who have been in love for what seems like forever can't put it into words. Loving someone who doesn't love you back is having the sky without the sun showing. You know how beautiful it is and how bright it shines. It's just so painful that it's not with you. Love is such a strong word but so often used to weak.

Look out the window and look at the stars,
Because they sparkle just like your eyes,
The pain and cry you tell me you have,
Breaks the Heart of mine,
Look out the window and look at the sun,
Because it brings warmth to everyone like you can see
Your perfect, but happiness is all you need.
Look out the window and look at the flowers,
Because they bloom just like your heart.
The love that you bring to all,
That's could break no friendship apart,
Look out the window and look at the rainbow.
Because it represents what happens after it rains
It represents the pleasure after your pain.
Look out the window and see yourself.
Because the life you live,
Is the life you see

If a star could describe the way I feel about you
It would shine brighter than the sun
If I had enough time to live
This poem would never be done
If a picture could show how thankful I am
The artist would be confused
Because even my own heart
Can't describe my certain love for you
If there was a number to show
How many times I think of you
It would would only be one
Because from the first time you came in my head
The thoughts have never been done
And yes before happiness
Will come the pain
And yes before the rainbow
There will be rain
And at the end of a rainbow
there always a *** of gold
But I'd throw it all away
for you in my arms to hold
And forever to see the beautiful smile on your face
Brings more happiness
Than any amount of money can make
And I'll remind you of your gorgeousness
Even when we're old
And I'll bring you close for warmth whenever you say your cold
I'll always try to make you happy
Whenever you seem to be mad
I'll always try to make you laugh
Whenever you seem sad

When I only live in my past
When my future is unknown
When my present is unshown
When my life path
Is buried with stones
When im so uncertain
What I'm supposed to be
I just do what i know
Do what i've seen
Only staying here
Because i don't know how to die
Only doing what ive seen
And surrounded by people alive
Wishing I left
Knowing im a mess
With so much stress
And no rest
It's a pain to live
It's like im consistently getting hit
Unable to get up
From this never ending hole
I'm staying alive
But i don't know my role
I look in the mirror
And don't know what ive become
So much hate
Not enough love
And one day
I realize all this stuff
I realize I've had enough
And hold the knife
In the hands of mine
But I can't make the move
Because I see my mamas eyes
And I drop the knife
And realize I have to survive
For my young ones life's
Because they did the same for mine
So another day I stay alive
Another day of pain
Another night of cry
An another day I try
To find the hope
And the rope
That'll get me out
Of the never ending hole
And realizing its about time
To put my life on forward
An off of rewind
And put on that smile
Even if its fake
No one will know the difference
Because no ones
been through the same
I move the stones Sent from devin
find my future
leave behind my past
Show my rath
Because I do what I need
And not what I've seen

If you took a look into my heart.
Guess what you'd see?
Your name painted on the walls
And engraved in every crease.
The scars of my fight
The tears that were never released
All stuck in my heart lost
Waiting for the happiness you used to see.
If you took a look into my head.
You'd get lost just like I
Seeing all this sad thoughts
And holding back the tears of mine
Knowing I'm not
Still everyday saying I'm fine
If you took a look on my hands
All you'd see was the blood from my veins
The true result from all my pain
If you took a look at me
Who knows what you'll see
Because I'm just another person to you now
And that's probably all I'll ever be