These nightmares are reminders of who controlled you

But  the past can no longer hurt when I hold you



To sleep, resting peacefully was your highest goal

And safety, the gateway, you honored as my role


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But all of this would soon be changed.

My entire life you had rearranged.

You drove me out, fearing all your scars,

Believed you can’t change who they said you are.



So set it off, set sail and the ship is gone.

Never will you rise above this. Never coming Home.

Bury all you knew, leave behind these withering bones.

This skeleton will await its time to lay to rest alone…


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Hate me now, in every possible way.

Hate me to your dying day.

Hate me, even if it kills me,

Hate me ever more, to love me away…

I've been broken by all of my

Betrayers, destroyed all my hope

Burned their bridges back to me,

Torches ignite, scorch the rope.

Subtle barbs of honesty,

Chew away at their being.

Take this curse away from me.

Silence me eternally!



Gnawed to the bone.

Abandoned – all alone.

I’ve lost all ties to that which was once known as my home.

Stripped of all resource.

Lost with no hope of recourse.

Gaze upon me now,

The Pariah!



Stab wounds upon my back.

Eyes beaten blue and black.

You shelter that which orders

Every devastating attack!

Reaching far out,

For help from those who ripped my heart out!

They lash whips at my will, breaking skin, my death has no doubt!



Gnawed to the bone.

Abandoned – all alone.

I’ve lost all ties to that which was once known as my home.

Stripped of all resource.

Lost with no hope of recourse.

Gaze upon me now,

The Pariah!


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Gnawed to the bone.

Abandoned – all alone.

I’ve lost all ties to that which was once known as my home.

Stripped of all resource.

Lost with no hope of recourse.

Gaze upon me now,

The Pariah!

Behold the ringmaster of the reindeer games.

The trials set - all ****** to fail.

Hateful and manipulative thing

Champions shall ever prevail.

Bring this monster closer to god

And near your own martyr’s pit.

Sallow in self-pitied sorrows.

Take to your gold crucifix.


Build ‘em up - your epic disasters.

Spawn the grounds of the grandest battle.

Tyranny’s backlash not in mind

Subjects worshipping you like cattle.

Angels fall such tragic heights

Suffocated by this ruling *******.

Now these erinyes come to slaughter

Their manipulative treacherous master.



Concept of praise and deceit

Dire as death and defeat.



Build ‘em up - your epic disasters.

Spawn the grounds of the grandest battle.

Tyranny’s backlash not in mind

Subjects worshipping you like cattle.

Angels fall such tragic heights

Suffocated by this ruling *******.

Now these erinyes come to slaughter

Their manipulative treacherous master.



Appeasement of this demigod

Now all that is of consequence

Nothing else brings comfort now

All that exists is this false repentance.

His own blood shall stoop the fires.

But how can we stay warm, when he cannot pierce the fold?

A martyr of this remorseless  race.

Discontent of avarice, sorrow one could never know.



To save the ones he hated most

One must prepare great sacrifice.

The bleeding table primed divine

The trusted ones must bear the knives!



So I must go

To save all I know…

But at what cost?!!?!



Weakness!

Is the mark of desecration.

Sever one’s devotion; doom the pride of all surrounding.

This is the writ of – the dead resolution.

TAKE THIS KNIFE!

Now carve your brand upon my pride…



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Can they truly be saved?

From the damnation for a thousand fold’s disgrace?

But who should hold the blame?

When the transgressions are of his own design?!



Weakness!

Is the mark of desecration.

Sever one’s devotion; doom the pride of all surrounding.

This is the writ of – the dead resolution.

TAKE THIS KNIFE!

Now carve your brand upon my –

PRIDE!!!!!

What are you? Contesting me.

You are nothing, and firsthand you shall see.

Why even try? This power, you'll never be.

Run your blades, deepen the wounds

You'll never make me bleed.



These war scars are simultaneous of my wounds.

Immediately healed – for you never truly pierced me.

Impacts instantly cauterized, you enter My Hell now.

You were blind to try, prepare to die

This is gonna hurt, and all too soon I'll make you see.



Break the bones, slam the hammer down.

This impact is not fatal, as you've already found.

Foolish of you to try to face me alone, a lasting mistake.

I'll show you the power of infernos, your last gasp they take.



These war scars are simultaneous of my wounds.

Immediately healed – for you never truly pierced me.

Impacts instantly cauterized, you enter My Hell now.

You were blind to try, prepare to die

This is gonna hurt, and all too soon I'll make you see.

Your time to burn has come to pass, but not to end.

I'll see to it this fire never fades, my old friend.

Something has to change, this cannot remain the same.

The torments surround you, driving you half-insane.

Dig deep, find the will, revolt and show your drive.

You are worth a million, but they'll not take another life.



Rise now, stand and fight.

You're better than this, than surrendering your life.

Rise now, make it count.

Enemies unrelenting till you're down and out.



This is not what you're worth, not what you deserve.

Make them all pay, show them the strength of your nerve.

War has been called, you best not ignore the shout.

Take back all you were, devastate them – TAKE THEM OUT.


Rise now, stand and fight.

You're better than this, than surrendering your life.

Rise now, make it count.

Enemies unrelenting till you're down and out.

You think you have a clue, run the game, as you will.

I will humor, play along till I've had my fun and my fill.

First signs of your deceit, you'll soon discover your poise.

Not as simple as you planned, your pleas will be but noise.



Burn all in your path, a beautiful death knell.

Reap their hearts endlessly, send 'em all to hell.

Never the one to falter, to be on the fall.

You live callous, a blackened porcelain doll.



Pain be your outlet, you're a numb fatal conduit.

Do unto others, know how it goes, why think to quit?

Relieve the pain, **** runs downhill, does it not?

You refuse to be on bottom, though you cower from the top.



Burn all in your path, a beautiful death knell.

Reap their hearts endlessly, send 'em all to hell.

Never the one to falter, to be on the fall.

You live callous, a blackened porcelain doll.



Burn all in your path, a beautiful death knell.

Reap their hearts endlessly, send 'em all to hell.

Never the one to falter, to be on the fall.

You live callous, a blackened porcelain doll.

I'll bring you down to your hell, these demons you've amassed.

We'll have so much fun, punishment burns your  guilty ***.