I lie awake,
I cannot rest,
My eyes wide open,
i hear my breath.

There's a spot next to me,
It looks kind of empty,
For who will this spot be,
The thought is quite tempting.

I close my eyes and see a shape,
I draw a smile in relief,
The illusion of the shades,
Leading me to strange beliefs.

I close my eyes and dry my tears,
I can't stop thinking of you,
I wish you were here to take my fears,
Instead pain is what loneliness put me through,
I want to lay here in bed with you.

She arrives in front of me,
With flooding tears and sighs,
Her sadness is what seems to be,
Silently I kiss her eyes.

Her heart had broke in two,
I rest my hand on her chest,
For what seems wrong to do,
I only do what I think is best.

Her wrists bleed in rivers,
I lick her blood away,
Her body restless with shivers,
Don't worry, I'm here to stay.

Her mouth decorated in a small pout,
Shamelessly I kiss her lips,
What the hell was that about?
For a tiny glimpse of bliss.

We lay on the bed,
Her eyes watery and weak,
My hand gently strokes her head,
For what we do is no need to speak.

I lose myself in her presence,
I drown in her eyes,
I can't put it in a sentence,
What we did wasn't quite wise.

Inside of her so wet and warm,
For what seems like a cold heartless girl,
I feel her lustful grip on my arms,
I wish for her to stay in my world.

Her quiet moans are music to my ears,
I'll make her forget about her ex,
I'll be there to take her tears,
We made love, that is more than ***.

I knew her forever,
She held onto me,
She sees me as a lover,
Maybe there's more I could be.

She's like a little sister,
Someone I dearly love,
She looks up to this mister,
Like a confused little dove.

I'm almost like a dad to her,
Someone she feels safe with,
She's covered in a lambs fur,
Her safety is my only wish.

At sixteen so confident,
Yet never tells me what to do,
To me she's prominent,
Every night she tells me: I love you.

There's many meanings to words,
Many things I always tell to her,
She knows that I'm so proud it almost hurts,
She's my Little Soldier.

Day in day out,
There is no doubt,
I see her smiling face,
In her smile I see hope,
Something I've never seen.

When I see her smile,
My feelings change,
They switch upside down,
For some odd reason,
I don't know why,
It takes away my frown.

Her little hopeful smile,
It changes me,
Her presence is worth my while,
I love her so much,
And I won't change,
As long as she don't frown.