I've wasted enough time on u
I tried hard
It was difficult
But u still wouldn't execpt me
I'm not ganna change myself for u
IN am who I am so get used to it
Ur stuck with me for four years
I don't care anymore
Do u??

Life is going by so fast
Leaving me behind
My friends say bye
As they leave to
I have so much work but no time
My life is leaving
Social and all
Its gone
And all I have
Is music

When I was little I looked up to u
U were my hero and I was ur side kick
Nothing else in the world mattered
Because we were in our own
Or at least I was
It wasn't all smiles for long
U had a bad seed planted in u
It started to grow
I soon witnessed ur heart blacken
There was nothing I could do
I tried to stay positive
I couldn't except ur fate
But It was soon shown to me
U were something else
Where ur heart should be, there was a hornets nest
Who could I trust now
My romadle was gone
Taken from me
All that was left was a monster...

Music gets me through thick and thin
I do my best work while listening to music
Its the only thing I can love
Its the only thing I can trust
Music works with every one
It can display emotions u can't describe
It saves me every single day

when I am alone I see u in my dreams
I hear u in my heart
And feel u in my soul
How did I get this way
To where I can't even look u in the eye
U quit talking to me
U never have time
I wait in my room and think of u
While u play video games
Is it  because that's how we met
Dose it have meaning
Or couldn't I be more wrong
Just remember that I'm here

I'm getting back on my feet
Raising from the ground
I'm on my knees know
Nothing has gone wrong yet
My heart starts pumping
It feels so hot
Life hasn't smacked me back down yet
Something bad must be coming
Everythings just to perfect
I'm almost standing now
What's coming??

Don't take him away
The one thing I have learned to love
In this hateful and lonely world
I love him
When everyone ditches he stays
Please don't take my treasure

Should I give up everything for u
Im not even sure that I love u
But I feel like I have already lost u
Do I. Try to prove u wrong
Or just fade from ur sight
Do I give up everything
when I don't know if we will have a future
Do I dare ask ur opinion on me
Do I live in the darkness of my love
Or live in life

I find it funny
How I tell u my life story
Then u wish to save me from the beast with red eyes
But don't u see
This is not ur battle
It is mine
Come near me and u might get hurt
U might get hurt because the beast fallows me around
To make sure I live in hell
Stop trying to be my prince charming
Cuz this beast cannot be slain
Don't die
This is my wish
So stay away
Far away...