Snowflake drops on heaven
Dreaming of serene stumbles
Delicate like dew

Freezing the snowflake
A rainbow soft as a tear
A winter's tramping

Feeling the river
In ever expense of ours
Fearing the fearless

Oh dearest alone
Another close folly here
Splendid days ended

These screams of laughter
They fill your heart full of love
We're left to wonder

Walking through your grave
In here lies my lovely foe
I miss you a lot

I hold you in my palm
The star tells all
How grateful I would have been if you were here
Here to share my memories, and my misfortune.

As another one leaves
A beautiful tree disappears into the atmosphere
And I'm left to hold your presence,
Like a balloon, floating forever.

Sympathizing with the safety
Resonating from the bones of the weak
Dreading the events
Everyone feels a hole

Scared to lose my consciousness
So I asked my momma
What a person thinks when they're out
when they're sedated
And then I realized that if I was seeing stuff,
I was dying.
And I don't wanna die yet.
My eyes, my mind are so screwy.
Noone understands how I can make
Rainbows and pictures from nothingness.
Times like these,
I feel scared, pointless.
Likewise undoubtedly to the rest of civilization.
Its been done before
But people keep thinking the worst
And I know some thoughts become true.
If people stop scaring me,
I just want to live and love...

Dreams of a sunny wet day
The parks flood
Hyperactivity rocket through a tree's roof
Everyone laughs
But everyone moves away
To a drier festivity
Which we just were
And nobody truly understands
The secret of the storm

The grasses full of mud
I'm ready to slide
Not caring the landscape
A rainbow forms,
Noone sees.
Sudden occasions are not brought out long.
And I forever look for
And I listen for the crackling in the sky
Down to earth
What more to define
A violent form dismantling
Striking, destroying, perfecting its remedy

There's nothing between
God and I
Right now
People tell me
That I should be afraid of death
But I feel nothing
I see nothing
My fingers are numb for the excitement
Frostbitten by the cold

People tell me
There's no higher ground
That the last hours of death
Are deep with horror
And they all say
That they were so scared

But I see no reason to be afraid
They all call me stupid
I spoke my philosophies
And people around me are starting to realize
That in our blueprints
Our time may be early
And we are not in control

People tell me
Life will not get better
That we're doomed to eternal damnation
And I refuse to believe them
They are so full of fear
They do not see the light at the end of the tunnel

People tell me
That I am an angel
Or that I'm remarkable
That I'm something special
But no, its lies
My doorway is appointed
Through my eyes with their senses
The bar was never raised through me

People tell me
Humankind is pointless
And I don't understand why..

Sterling shadows
An everlasting minefield
A drop of grievances
Shard in my foot

Bodies flying
Heaviness weighing down hearts
The passionate ceasing
Rapid fire

Death penalty coming
Love reminding
It is not over yet.

Someday we'll see heaven's bliss
Hopefully sooner than later
I almost can't stand this no longer
Would you stop hating me please
I've stopped hating you
You burn and blot me out
Strength is crazy and I wish I had more
Wanting to back out of everything good for me
Hiding in other's shadows
I want to die alone
You can stop now.
Please.

A song of sorrow
We have all lived here
Sometimes for longtimes
But never forever
Give me a promise
I have none now
Nothing.

This is irresistable.
Radiance lies above.
Here I'm below everyone.
Everyone stronger.
Everyone lives more.
I'm starved for something.
You remember this
But you don't remember that
You don't remember we were once friends.
Its all hate now.
Uncontrollable.

I guess I'll my life this way.
Losing friend after friend.
I got nothing more to give.
I guess its all over now.
More and more
I would just like to leave
This life to rest
You would be happier without me
So be it.

Past isn't the future.
That's quite clear.
There's nothing new here.
One thing's tangible
And its not you.
Noone helps me,
Noone will.
I hated being the innocent one.
Guess I got my wish.
I got realism faster than anyone did.
Am I thankful?
Overwhelmed as ever.
Blinded.

Forgetting the blessings.
Death's sorrow.
Turn me over a new path.
I can't even scream.
Redirect me.
Angel, why can't I see you.
I need you
Everyone needs you
The world's eating us all alive.
Once innocent
Never going back again
Savior save us now.
Uplifted.