you hold a knife
—pointed at me
but I come closer
and closer
I’m bleeding and it hurts
but I still hold you tight

you are behind
my happiness
but
most
of the
time behind
my sadness

however,
you are
the one
I truly love
maybe
I am too busy
looking
for your
attention
to notice
the one
who would
truly love me

bad memories
there’s too many
the saddest thing
I’ve ever seen

I dream to go back
but never I will
it has left
the joy and the good moment

beautiful memory
has to stay a memory
—and behind me

to be in love
then to be loved
I couldn't wait

I was born a loner
however
I wanted to be alone with her

I am as sad as I was
and love is the cause
someone will love me someday
but now from it I am running away

another one left us today
she was old but happy
and I am all the contrary

I was busy chasing things I don't have
and I forgot to cherish what I have

now it’s too late
I can't tell you how much I love you
unless comes to me the Death
—funny but sad
I can’t wait to our date