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339 · Apr 2014
What Happened
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
My heart cries
Every time you ignore me
I look to you
And you look the other way
I wake
Count the seconds till I see you
You treat it
Like it's just another day
And when we talk
Your focus is elsewhere
I'm in the room
It feels like I'm not even there
We were once close
A bond we happened to share
Now you make it feel
Like you don't even care.
339 · Mar 2014
What Is Love?
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Love
What does it mean to you?
Is it just a word
Is it a feeling
Is it an action
What is it to you
What does it mean to you?
I say love is a sacrifice
A sacrifice with the deepest of emotion
A sacrifice is to surrender or give up, or permit injury
A disadvantage to, for the sake of something else.
To make this sacrifice we must be more than willing to
Give up all that is you and to surrender all of your defenses
To make yourself  vulnerable to the person that we love
Love is not a feeling
It is an effort put forward someone else to put ahead another
To place someone else ahead of you
No matter what
True love is to allow your own heart to be broken
All in the sake of protecting the heart of the one we love
Think about it
Once you let me love you
You will have my love forever
I will always make that sacrifice for you.
Because I love you.
337 · Mar 2014
Absence Of Hope
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Why is this world in constant hurry
We him and haw sniff and scurry
And in that world of constant hurry
Is brought about enormous worry

Not a second of care for how we harm
Greed and pain cause no alarm
Tears are shead in dark of night
Who really cares to do what's right

For mankind there is no concern
Or the many bridges we have burned
No hope for people like you and me
Who long to be blessed are not actually

Until the day we give up the ghost
We will all be tied to the whipping post
Searching for kindness that's for sure
But a world of misery we will have to endure
336 · Jun 2014
Life Is Short
Dennis Bielanski Jun 2014
Life is short
Don't let it pass by
Take time to live it
For tomorrow you die

Love is rare
And so hard to find
So reach out and grab it
Or it will leave you behind

Anger is bad
It will rot you inside
Make sure that you dump it
Or it will never subside

Fear is so awful
But we make it so strong
Make sure that you face it
To fix the things that are wrong

Memories are sweet
They're what we live for
Something to cherish
And can not ignore
335 · Feb 2014
My Heart
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
There's a tear in my eye
And there's one in my heart
It's battered and bruised
And falling apart

This plague eats away
At my heart everyday
Wraped in barbed wire
It can't break away.

I try not to scream
But my heart has no breath
Choking and gasping
A full living death

That how it's felt
Sense I heard I lost you
Please tell me please tell me
What my heart is to do
335 · Jun 2014
No Big Secret
Dennis Bielanski Jun 2014
The summer breeze hits my face
As the sun sets in the distance
My mind takes me to a happy place
Our time together so reminiscence

I can hear the warm soft breeze
It seems to call your name
My heart calls for a reprise
How will I ever be the same

I run too fast but I can't keep up
As time just passes by
Feeling like I'm all caged up
My love for you won't die

There's a sleepless night and a candle lit
Love so sweet but yet it's sour
You know I can't resist it
Your such a delicate flower

I've lost my mind
When you stole my heart
My pride lying on the floor
No big secret you don't love me anymore
334 · Apr 2014
Never End
Dennis Bielanski Apr 2014
My sweet Angel Face
No one could ever take your place
Always and forever in my heart
Your such an elegant work of art

Never plain sometimes hard to read
Under your spell I can't be freed
Magic blue eyes make me paralyzed
Can't break free no matter what I try

Devilish smile I lose control
Surrender to you heart and soul
Your dark hair shines in the sun
When I see it I come undone

Every time I look at you
Can't stop myself I fall for you
Not my lover but you are my friend
Pray to God that never ends
332 · Feb 2014
Never Coming Back
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
It has been a while sense you left me
I still don't understand the reason why
He came for you and you left me
And all I wanna do is set here and cry

I remember the way that you loved me
You could take away all of my fears
The painful peaks and valley's
A look from you made them disappear

I know your not coming home
Its the same as yesterday
But I still walk the miles of headstones
To place my tears upon your grave
331 · Jan 2014
How True Love Feels
Dennis Bielanski Jan 2014
I don't want to hold it all inside
My feelings for you I don't want to hide
I want to feel the warmth of your body
The touch of your skin
The beat of your heart again and again.

The voice in my blood is howling for you
Pulsating veins scream out
These emotions I'm having for you.

Caged like a wild animal
That fights to be free
Untamed and natural
As all true love should be.
330 · Jun 2014
Not An Old Flame
Dennis Bielanski Jun 2014
Everything about you
Is all but new to me
Though you feel just like an old flame
So familiar to my heart you see.

It's not like I just met you
You've been around before
But your spirit seems to speak to me
Like I've known you from before.

Your eyes they cut right through me
In a language that speaks love
Can't shake this hold you have on me
Your all that I think of.

You came from out of nowhere
You took me by surprise
I know you'll take me somewhere
With a love that never dies.

I know your not an old flame
But you feel so good to me
My love for you I will proclaim
Your all I want you see.
330 · Mar 2014
Rain
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Outside the rain falls dark and slow
Now your gone there's nowhere left for me to go
So I walk the rain chilled and wringing -wet
These memories of you are so hard to forget

Dripping and numb I walk in silence
Lost in your love now without guidance
Heavy the rain tell me where do I start
What do I do I'm falling apart

Shivering rain it runs down my spine
And all I can think is when you were mine
Wet at the seems that are coming apart
I cry like the rain cause your still in my heart

Now in the rain and full of indecision
I'm drinking so much now double vision
I'm wet and I'm cold now what do I do
Its plain to see I will grow old but not with you
326 · Oct 2013
Locked Inside My Heart
Dennis Bielanski Oct 2013
Someday there will be a day
That we will have to part
That's the day that you'll understand
You were locked inside my heart

You will find the pureness
Of the love inside you'll see
How much I really care for you
How much you meant to me

You'll see my affection, my passion, my concern
The battles fought inside my heart
I gave every ounce of energy
Never tried to hurt you, I loved you from the start

Yes there will be a day
Where we will have to part
That's the day that you will see
You'll stay locked inside my heart.
324 · Jun 2014
Like It Was Before
Dennis Bielanski Jun 2014
Everyday I put a smile on my face
And my smile looks out of place
It's just one of those days where I want to disappear
Tired of living life in sadness and fear

Nothing seems to make sense anymore
I want it back to like it was before
On the outside I'm masquerading
On the inside all my hope is fading

My happy smiles are all pretend
Depression  is my closest friend
I don't even know who I am anymore
I want it to be like it was before

Maybe I don't want to talk about it
I'm so sad I want to quit
This ache in my heart could **** me
This cage of emotion I'll never be free
321 · Feb 2014
I Continue To Drink
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
There is a chill in the air
The cold wind on my neck
I been drinking so much
I'm a physical wreck .

I stumble then fall
Roll around on the ground
I'm still looking for hope
But theres none to be found.

I continue to drink
And I call out your name
I pray that you'll come
And ease all my pain.

Knowing three words
Would dry all my tears
The touch of your hand
Would take away all of my fears.

I continue to drink
As the cold wind still blows
What happened to me
Nobody knows.
317 · Oct 2013
I Love You
Dennis Bielanski Oct 2013
I love you
They are three simple words
Honestly said
Because it is true

I love you
Plain and simple you see
Directed at you
And coming from me

I love you
Don't ask me why
Because passionate hearts
Will never lie

I love you
And all that you do
Your hopes and your dreams
I pray they come true

I love you
The same three words
Because that's how I feel
How I feel about you.
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
There is only one woman to ever really love me
We share a loving bond naturally
My very being runs through her veins
The only woman to understand all of my pain

She knows my heart and understands my thinking
Said many prayers on the nights I was drinking
She was always there to wipe away my tears
Still comforts me with all of my fears

She was always there when I was knocked down
Encouraged me to get up off of the ground
Gave me her love when I was with other women
And when I made love to them all was forgiven

This woman is strong confident and perfect
She has my heart and I give her respect
I love this woman like I love no other
This beautiful woman is my mother
310 · May 2014
My Heart
Dennis Bielanski May 2014
You always make my heartbeat
in strange and funny ways
And I can’t breathe
Every time you look my way

Please tell me what it is about you
Its wholesome clean and new
Every day I wake up
My thoughts come back to you

You can make my heart smile
through any kind of day
I never feel the sting of sadness
Because you wash it all way

What is the secret magic
That your holding over me
I’ve never felt so alive
I am happy strong and free

You fill my heart with love
That can only come from you
You may not be my woman
But my heart belongs to you
310 · May 2014
Plain To See
Dennis Bielanski May 2014
I’m not supposed to love to you
But you know how much I care
Every day I think of you
On my heart there's wear and tear

But I just couldn’t help myself
I fell in love with you
And most days I just walk around
Not knowing what to do

You’re not supposed to love me
It leaves me in despair
You’re not supposed to live your life
Wishing I were there

But I will always love you
And you will never be with me
Hopelessly in love with you
That is plain to see
301 · Mar 2014
Another Day Goes By
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Lost in time
And lost in thought
How did I forget
The things  I was taught

Life seems like a game
Filled with enormous pain
And it cuts like a knife
As it all seems the same

Day in and day out
My mind is so troubled
I pray on my knees
Cause my life is in rubble

Theses tears that I've shed
From my heart that has bled
My blood it does trickle
But nothing is said

So I set here tonight
This needs to be right
But sure enough said
I'd be better off dead
296 · Aug 2013
You & Me
Dennis Bielanski Aug 2013
You & Me

I know I can't be with you
I tell you that's okay
But I still think of you
Each and every day

When I think of you
Throughout the day
And that my not be right
But I still dream of you
Each and every night

I want to walk with you
Talk with you
Have you by my side
All the feelings I have for you
I know I have to hide

As we grow old there comes a day
That we will have to part
You may not have been my partner
But I love you with all my heart.
295 · Aug 2013
Never
Dennis Bielanski Aug 2013
I will never hold you
Or kiss your on the lips
I will never dance with you
Or place my hands upon your hips

I will never make love to you
Or lay naked on your bed
I will never be able to take care of you
When your sick in that same bed

I will never grow old with you
Or help you brush your hair
I will never be able to look you in the eyes
And tell you how much I care

I will never walk away
Or leave you all alone
I will always be there for you
Your heart will always have a home
294 · Feb 2014
One More Drink
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
Cold and damp
With a chill in the air
Lost walking the streets
Life doesn't seem fair

Shattered and broken
His hopes and his dreams
His once bright future  
Is not what it seems

He's been rained on road hard
Put away wet
Many miles of pain
He has not seen yet

Beaten up drug out
And left for dead
Only hanging on
By a few old threads

He needs one more drink
To get him through the night
What's happened to him
Just doesn't seem right

All of his life he's been a good man
Does the right thing when ever he can
Bad things happen to good people to
Just be glad it hasn't happened to you
293 · Aug 2013
In My Mind
Dennis Bielanski Aug 2013
In My Mind

Can I tell you about
The thousand times
I held your hand
In my mind

Or tell you about
Our footprints in the sand
As we walk the beach
In my mind

And tell you how
I caress your cheek
Look into your eyes
In my mind

Or tell you about
All the times
You rest your head
On my shoulder    
In my mind

I can't forget
To tell you about
All the times
You fell a sleep
In my arms
In my mind.
289 · May 2014
Garden Of Hope
Dennis Bielanski May 2014
You are a beautiful flower
Delicate and bright
With warmth and comfort
Covered in the sunlight

Life has been your garden
In the soil of heartbreak and love
Whispered support blows to you
From the heavens up above

The tear drops of life fall
And they have nourished all your roots
Still life has given you good times
Along flowers and sturdy shoots

You will keep on growing
In life's garden bed
Many days of growing
Are sure to be ahead

Though you may lose a petal
But you know how to cope
You still grow in a garden
A garden they call hope
289 · Mar 2014
My Love To You
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
You are someone special
Because your loved by me
Don't hand out my heart and soul
To just anyone you see

I will leave a signature
Etched upon your heart
This imprint I leave on you
No more than a work of Art

I can not give you diamonds
Gold and silver to
The priceless thing I do give
My heart my soul my love to you
287 · Aug 2013
When I look at you
Dennis Bielanski Aug 2013
When I look at you
Your eyes tell me you care
When I look at you
Your smile says you'll always be there
When I look at you
Your hair takes me away
When I look at you
Your arms tell me please stay
When I look at you
Your lips say come closer to me
When I look at you
Your body say I'm glad your near me
278 · Mar 2014
Broken Hearts
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
What would life be like
If there were no broken hearts
Lust or true love
How would you tell it apart

How would you know
If you were really in love
And vulnerable  affection  
We would know nothing of

There be no pain or heartache
To hold on or let go of
No beautiful memory's
To always think of

No emotional tears
That need wiped away
No meaningful pleas
When you beg them to stay

For her eyes and her smile
This feeling unspoken
God knows for sure
If my heart has been broken
270 · May 2014
How Do You Know
Dennis Bielanski May 2014
How do you know when a love is strong
Never a thought if it's right or wrong
One look from you is all it took
Your sparkling blue eyes they have me hooked

How do you know when a love is strong
Time spent together you want it prolonged  
You warm my heart with an invisible touch
To be hand in hand I want it so much

How do you know when a love is strong
When feelings for you end up in a song
The smell of your hair is perfectly sweet
One glimpse of you knocks me off of my feet

How do you know when a love is strong
Days spent apart are completely to long
And in my sleep your all that I dream
How do you know we don't make a beautiful team

How do you know when a love is strong
Never a thought if it's right or wrong
And what I am thinking all along
To be in your arms is where I belong
268 · Mar 2014
Dreams Of You
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
I see you dancing in my dreams
The Angel that you are
Your beauty is so extreme
So bright like a blazing star

You glide along in my mind
Your beauty so breath taking
I run for you but I fall behind
For you my heart is  aching

Nothing can be better than these dreams
Your mental picture does not escape me
You smile and I fall apart at the seems
Under your magic I can not break free

I can't escape the vivid dreams of you
And I do not wish to break free
All these dreams  I have of you
I will be your constant devotee
257 · Aug 2013
Why can't it be me
Dennis Bielanski Aug 2013
I try hard to sleep
But all I can do
Is roll in my bed nightly
Thinking of you

You enter my mind
We dance in my dreams
My beautiful Angel
Walks on moon beams

So here in the darkness
My tears they do fall
I look to your sweet face
And you say nothing at all

I pray I could keep you
But I know it can't be
You belong to another
Why can't it be me
255 · Feb 2014
Settle For Friends
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
We are just friends
And we both know
That's as far as it will ever go

But my heart
It does cry for you
Hold in the emotions
Is all I can do

I want so much more
Than you can give to me
I want you pain you see
And your laughter its more than physical
It's your heart that I'm after

But if I love you
Like I know that I do
Don't want it to end
So I'll settle for friends
255 · Mar 2014
Love Never Ends
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Broken and beaten left for dead
I'm hanging on by a few old threads
Like a death row inmate a sure sight to see
Nobody really cares about me

Such a great guy with a lonely heart
The love of a woman has it falling apart
She can not love me but wants to be friends
She don't understand my love never ends
251 · Mar 2014
It's True
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
You know it's true
These feelings I have for you
I know it's true
Your heart can not pursue

You know it's true
That it's not easy for me
I know it's true
That's the way it will be

You know it's true
I want to make love to you
I know it's true
I will never get to
243 · Nov 2013
Put You In Gods Hands
Dennis Bielanski Nov 2013
Please know that I love you
And I hope you can see
That I put you in Gods hands
Because your important to me

You have captured my heart
My spirit my soul
The love I have for you
Was never my goal

I place you in Gods hands
Ask for the wisdom to know
When to hold on loosely
But not letting go

So I put you in Gods hands
And pray He shows me
How to keep you forever
But still set you free
232 · Oct 2013
Know That I Love You
Dennis Bielanski Oct 2013
When I say that I love you
Again and again
It comes from my heart
It's never pretend

You may think that I am crazy
I am but a fool
Always thinking of you
What is this fool to do

You fill my dreams at night time
I want to have you in my bed
On my mind in day time
Your always in my head

Please know that I do love you
My heart would tell no lie
I will love for a lifetime
I could never say goodbye.
232 · Feb 2014
Just Start Sleeping
Dennis Bielanski Feb 2014
I can't hold you in my arms
But in this bed I hold you in my dreams
Late at night I need your charms
But there not there or so it seems

Every night I hold you
I hold you in my dreams
You dance through my window
On star light and moon beams

I keep going back for you
This dream is a sweet dream
And its a quiet night
I hear you say it will be all right

In the morning I wake up and worry
What's gonna happen to me
As I clime from these sheets
And start walking these streets
Your all I happen to see

Now there's not a trace
Of your beautiful face
And I see it slipping away
And again it's a quiet night
It will be alright
If I could just start sleeping.
221 · Mar 2014
Just Get In His Way
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Sedated again but you can't see
How numb I've become  but set free
I don't want to care or feel anymore
But deep in my heart it's you I adore

I set here and feel totally numb
Not really knowing what I've become
Drinking so much I'm wasting away
But it's become something I do everyday

Don't want you to see what I'm reduced to
Three sheets to the wind and all over you
Trying to **** the love that I feel
Consumed so mush ***** it's hard to conceal

I just can't forget the way that I feel
The pain that I'm feeling it's more than real
I would ask God's help by trying to pray
Don't need to ask I'll just get in his way
218 · Mar 2014
Tears In The Rain
Dennis Bielanski Mar 2014
Can you see my tears in the rain
A gentle shower releasing my pain
Fall from my eyes like on a summer night
A steady down pour until the first light

Can you see my tears in the rain
With parts of my love are what they contain
Warm and wet they run down my face
Without your love I'm so out of place

Can you see my tears in the rain
In my heart you will always remain
My affection for you will always be true
If your not in my life what am I to do

Can you see my tears in the rain
Trying to hide them along with the pain
And can you see that I still care for you
So I stand in the rain what more can I do
215 · Oct 2013
My Promise
Dennis Bielanski Oct 2013
I never want to break your heart
Or ever see you cry
Always want you to be yourself
You know the reason why

I never want to confuse you
With the things I say
Making sure it's understood
I'll respect you in every single way

I will try to keep an open mind
With the things you share with me
Love and respect I'll give to you
Because you mean that much to me

I will always give to you
The truth that's in my heart
Be the woman your meant to be
That's where love will get it's start
117 · Jul 2021
5:21
Dennis Bielanski Jul 2021
Up in the morning
It’s 5:21
My dreaming is over
But my thoughts have begun

It all starts out slowly
As I lay in the bed
I gotta get moving
There’s a long day ahead

I pull on my Levi’s
And I walk out the door
Your memory is so strong
It’s hard to ignore.

I start up the pick up
And I get on the road
But in my subconscious
Comes a heart overload

You’re there in my memory
Your there in my heart
This distance between us
Well it tears me apart

You’re there in my memory
Deep down in my soul
These tears that I’m crying
Only you can console

In my mind there’s no free time
As I go through day
Heart and mind focused
From you they don’t stray

What I hold on to
No person can steel
Only you Vicki
Know the feelings I feel

As the evening it passes
And I lay down my head
I will always remember
Three words that you said

What I feel I can not deny it
Can't sell it borrow or buy it
A love that’s down in my bones
It happens to be my cornerstone

You’re there in my memory
I thought you should know
The love that we share
There’s no reason to let go.

— The End —