as the gush of invectives admonish me
pouring as it never rains,
drowning me in a drawing sea of phillipic polemic as per Cicero and Demosthenes
slating
I feel bulimic

consume ravage and destroy
to be in being
is to miss out the joys of unbeing

essence before existence
never chicken before egg
hammer before stick and metal

******* malleability is not a virtue

coffee stains on the table
paper cuts as a label
high blood pressure ain't a fable

4:30 ante meridian alarms
don't come without harms
paper rolled to burn
while ink hits paper

it's funny how a cigarette
is fundamentally leaves and paper
and how an essay
is just words on paper
yet one's destined to burn,and one's destined to earn.

Happy birthday you shining light
Faded by apathy and misery
Don't be afraid to show you're alright
amidst a field of "KEK" and alt right

-2-

Cogs in a machine
may be the key to Rakhine

Oxygen meets fuel meets spirit = fire
I guess i now know why they worshipped fire
It wasn't the God extrinsic
but rather the God within

today's gonna be a good day
is it because it's Gay™?

nay
for today marks a month unmarred and unbarred

Cn: self harm,bulimia










i bled yesterday
after porcelain
tasted bile; how vile.

blade upon flesh, steel
amalgamating with skin
tears and undue fears

battered, skewed
the way the cookie crumbles
not a top class view

Candles burn brightly
dreams don't lie alone idly
the spirit may yield

but the cloth won't fold
as long as the light burns bright
illuminating