***** traveling down my throat
With that burning sensation
That makes me hate it
But keeps me begging for more,
It's not for the taste
But the feeling of being calm and crazy
At the same time
And how the alcohol overtakes my body
Leaving me with spins of happiness
With no pains or worries
And the beautiful emptiness of my mind
Oh how I want to be drunk off you forever

You are toxic
You are the poison running through my veins
Suffocating my every breath
You are my poison ivy
Itching with every step I take
You are the beautiful purple foxgloves
Appearing so gentle on the outside
But so dangerous on the inside
You are the chemicals that react
And make my life a living hell
You are toxic to the touch
And you know I cannot help
But to crave this pain you cause me

The way you stroll by makes me wish you were mine
How I love that smirk you give when you see me watching
Like you know I'm head over heels for you
I wish I knew what was lurking behind those daring eyes of yours
What was behind that seducting smile
Wondering if you want me as much as I want you

You wander through my mind
Like a lost memory in time
You come and go
And sometimes say hello
But you never stay

I think of you often
About the good times and the bad
And wish you weren't just a memory
But instead my present, my future

I think of the times we had
When I was yours and you were mine
The way your eyes would pierce through me
And how your touch made me crazy
Your kiss left me breathless
You treated me like a princess
But soon left me to drown
All alone with no prince to save me

But you are only a memory
Reminding me of what you did to me
But making me want you even more
Wandering through my mind like you always do