Scissors cut like knives, and I know I will not live to see the sun rise
But before my demise I want to address something true.
I really did love you.
**** I still do.
Even though it was true, every fucken thing they said about you.
They said I couldn't trust you, I know its true, but i do.
I trust every word, **** i still think i know you.
They said your ugly, i know its true, but not to me.
I would **** just to see you smile, ******* i still want you.
They said you would hurt me.
Its true, I know its true.
You do, but i don't mind.
You can use me, I'll just pretend im fine.
As long as your happy I don't give a **** what's true.
Goodbye now, im through, i just wanted you to know that I forgive you.

Im not good enough.
Never have been, never will be.
Maybe she was right about me.
All those times I cried into my pillow at night.
I deserved it alright.
Why do I even fight.
Im not alright.
Never have been, never will be.
Maybe she was right.
I failed myself, and all of you.
I try I really do.
Would it be better for you if I wasn't here?
I wish for your sake that I could disappear.
You wouldn't have to see me.
You wouldn't have to speak to me.
You wouldn't have to tolerate me anymore.
Would you thank me?
Would you miss me?
No, you barley even noticed me...