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Delaney Marie Feb 2015
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I demand all of you; each and every part
The good because I deserve it
The bad because I can handle it
So give me you.
Without hesitation, without regret,
without knowing why it feels so **** good to be wrapped in my arms.
Free yourself in my captivity
Let your heart escape the confines of mediocre love
Surrender all of who you are, all of who you dare to be and I promise
the only regret you'll ever have is not doing it sooner.
Delaney Marie Jan 2014
I wish I wasn't in love with you.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
Every time you cross my mind I find myself pleading
with the butterflies in my stomach to
cease the fluttering
of their wings,
halt their flight
so that I may breathe a little easier,
and end all motion
that causes me to feel the way that I do
when I’m missing every inch of amazing you.
The creatures barricading in my abdomen
feverishly remind me everyday of why
I never fell out of love in the first place;
why my heart never chose to
cease
halt
or end
the ever present force that is between us.
So why would I ask the butterflies
to do the same?
They’ve never changed, since day 1
they’ve stayed the same;
dancing happily to the melody of our
love song...
but I can’t blame them,
it’s my favorite song too.
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Delaney Marie Feb 2015
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I want to see the way I look through your eyes.

I want to hear the way my laugh sounds through your ears.

I want to smell the perfume on my neck through your nose.

I want to taste every kiss I've given you through your tongue.

I want to touch myself using nothing but your hands.

All because I need to find a reason as to how I could set the most beautiful fire to your senses yet it still wasn't enough.
Delaney Marie Feb 2015
I was drunk the night I poured my heart out to you...
         purposefully.

I needed you to hear every word without a filter and feel each line without reigns.
I begged you to listen to every crack in my voice and absorb each line of intoxicated poetry that spewed from my lips.
I wanted you to understand that these combinations of nouns, verbs, and adjectives were the most honest sentences I had ever spoken.
While anticipating a reply, I drifted into sleep without warning.
Two weeks later and I still cannot remember your response to my love letter because
         unfortunately...

I was drunk the night I poured my heart out to you.
*November 11,2014*
Delaney Marie Nov 2013
He told me he loved me yesterday.
I sat at a sticky dinner table staring;
hearing each word,
seeing every single letter part his lips,
smelling the fresh scent of spearmint
chewing gum he just unwrapped..

But if you're wondering how it made me feel,
it didn't.
I didn't feel a thing.
My heart's emotions were null and void
until a tear fell down my cheek.
A tear filled with the memories of what
we were and all that we said we'd be.
Wiping my heavy eyes,
I reminiscence each time
you spoke the same sentence I just heard.

I realized entirely too much in the seconds thereafter.
A realization that until someone makes those
three words sound as sinfully sweet as they do
when leaving your mouth,
my heart is forever indebted to you..
Can you fathom how scary that is?
Can you comprehend the severity of your hold on my heart?

It pains me to know that everything I want you to say,
came from a person whose emotions I could not reciprocate,
whose I love you's didn't mean much to me,
and whose feelings didn't make me feel.
Because until you and I are we,
numb is all I'll ever be.
Delaney Marie Jun 2014
We were always warned about obvious danger.
     Like wearing your seatbelt,
     looking both ways before crossing
     the street, and taking candy from
     strangers.

Never about the danger that creeps in and refuses to leave.
Never about the danger that only life experience can bring.
Never about the danger that fills our minds each and every day.

What I really wish I was warned about is the type of love that consumes all that you are.
That's what's really dangerous.

You're dangerous..

& candy from strangers seems a lot safer than my heart in your hands.
Delaney Marie Nov 2013
Why is it that my deepest thoughts reside at the end of a ballpoint pen?
Unraveling cursive curses onto these horizontal crutches.
Lines bearing the weight of my heavy mind..
because you’re on my mind.
But that’s nothing new so I laugh,
chuckling at the idea of that ever changing,
because you live there.

You built a house in my head without even knowing;
laid the foundation of our friendship.
Slowly added brick after brick
until that house became a home.
Furnished it with memories
that will never be forgotten and
constructed a bed out of every
second of love we ever made.

You are the tenant I will never tire of;
the tenant that pays no rent.
Your presence has been payment enough.
And to tell you the truth, if you ever moved,
you’d take my mind with you...
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
ever notice how you feel after hearing

      I love you
from the love of your life and
      I love you

from the person lying next to you at night?
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
Slowly but surely she crept in.
Her presence deemed imaginary until you truly stopped and stared.
Looking closer into the monotonous greens and browns.
Only to discover that the sea of green was metamorphosing into
its counterpart like it did each and every October.
Leaf by leaf, she made her presence known.
Seemingly saying, I am here.
I am the calm before the wintry storm
and the relief from the scorching summer season.
I am your favorite colors
and your realization of God's handy work.
I am, Autumn.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
The birds, the bees, the flowers, and the trees;
we are all of these.
We are nature- the creative wonders encompassed in a dark world.
We are the free flying hummingbirds whose wings flutter ever so lightly.
We are the bumblebees always in search of pure gold dust.
We are the flowers that bloom each May and die every December.
We are the roots, the leaves, the branches, and the berries of the trees growing in your backyard.
                                                       ­                                                                 ­                 We are all of these,
                                                                ­                                                             how long we were fool’d.

The planets, the galaxy, the stars, and the cosmic energy;
we are all of these.
We are the universe- the owners of rented space and borrowed time.
We are the spinning planets giving glory to the sun.
We are the galaxy sharing the same name as our favorite candy bar.
We are the stars that are wished upon by countless hopeless romantics.
We are the force, the colors, the radiance, and the chemical reactions of the cosmic energy your soul emits.
                                                          ­                                                                 ­                    We are all of these,
                                                                ­                                                                 ­  how long we were fool’d.


The rusty bridges, the flooded valleys, the polluted air, and the sketchy back alleys;
we are all of these.
We are eyesores – the blemishes surrounded by the unexplained beauty.
We are the bridges blistered by acid rain and pigeon waste.
We are the valleys, lost in wondrous mountains that are immersed in water.
We are the air filled with gaseous atoms that hide beneath cumulous clouds.
We are the homeless, the litter, the stray cats, and the flickering lights of the back alley in your glamorous city.
                                                                ­                                                                 ­          We are all of these,
                                                          ­                                                                    how long you were fool’d.

We have embodied the good, the bad, and the ugly.
We have embraced the magnificent, the imperfect, and all that is in between.
My poetry class was told to write a poem with Walt Whitman's "We Two - How Long We Were Fool'd" in mind. Here is my creation.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
you make it entirely too hard to love you.
or is it too easy?
either way, the thought of it exhausts me.

you exhaust me.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
"How many times can you fall in love with the same person?"

- the answer escaped my lips but ran wild through my brain.
my heart knew every word that my tongue could not explain.
I look deeper into your question,
billions of people, but you're the incomparable selection.
my selection, laced with complexities that were only meant for me to unravel.
scar after scar and yet falling for you has been the easiest of battles.


"How many times can you fall in love with the same person?"

-let's take a guess because neither of us knows.
let's keep counting, let's use our fingers and our toes.
tallying falls and re-falls into a universe created out of unexplainable connection.
a journey, our journey, the imperfect perfection.
you see, my heart resides in your sanctuary of a soul.
keep it there, it seems to be the only place it will grow.


"How many times can you fall in love with the same person?"

-if the third time's the charm, how lucky are we?
how blessed is this love affair, how is it not meant to be?
question the questions, or jump into what has become our second skin;
LOVE. our home away from home. the place where we've always been.
I will always love you and you will always love me.
so when you ask how many more times we'll fall, I'll simply reply: "Infinity."
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
I miss
your lips;
my favorite couple
aside from you and I.

I crave
your touch;
my reminder of how beautiful it is to feel and be felt.

I desire
your scent;
my instant gratification left on the sheets as we make sweet love.

I need
your hair;
my finger's playground as they pull curls in every wrong direction.

I love
you;
my mind's muse, my heart's holder, my 3 a.m. poem, my
mine.
Delaney Marie Nov 2013
I want you to make me tap out while simultaneously hearing me beg for more.
I'd love to scream that every inch of me belongs to you because we both already know that it does.
Every. Inch. Yours.
I often wonder how much power I give you by sharing that information. By explaining that no one else knows what you know. Feels what you feel. Or touches me the only way I need to be touched.
It's a gift and a curse loving you the way I love you, wanting you in a way I can't yet have you, and fiending for you in the most unhealthiest of ways.
You've been the source of my insomnia lately but I enjoy the pain of not sleeping. I'd rather document the way you inhabit my mind at the oddest of hours.
Not as a reminder to myself,
but as a letter to your heart, constantly reassuring that you will never have to question what I felt.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
It's as if my hands were created with the sole purpose of touching you.
Take that away and watch as they intertwine with one another,
assuming a posture of prayer,
pleading with God to bring
you back to
me.
Delaney Marie Jan 2014
Undress... your mind.

Expose your explicit thoughts.
Bare your soul's deepest secrets.
Uncover your darkest sins.
Scatter each insecurity outside of these
bedroom walls.
Leave every fear to die on the cold floor.

Unmask your make-up free face.
Show off your natural glow.
Strut your never-ending legs.
Flaunt each curve as your shadow
glides across the candlelit room.
Unveil every inch of skin he was too busy to kiss.

Undress... you're mine.
SWR
Delaney Marie Jul 2020
SWR
& just like that,

                  I knew exactly who

I was meant to be.

                   - Your Mommy
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
I settle for your declination of devotion in the fall
because I remember all of your sweet summer promises.
The same promises you'd whisper in my ear after a
lackadaisical day spent between the love-stained cotton sheets.  
Maybe it's the promises you'd imprint on my skin
through the twists and turns of your docile fingers;
seemingly writing every pinky swear in fluent body language.
I can't forget the promises you'd feed me during our candlelit dinners in the city;
the ones that curbed my heart's appetite for the duration of a 3-course meal.
But the promises I remember most are the same ones
that have my soul avoiding slumber during these sinful hours.
The promises of this time being everything our past was not;
the promises you swore you'd keep.
All of those broken summer promises that you promised me.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
Forever.
That’s how long I will love you.
365 times 365 times 365,
the years fly with you.
Longing for the thoughts I have when I lie with you.
Thoughts of all the possibilities while the impossibles
are turned upside-down just from the way you look at me.
Stare into my eyes as I invade your soul.
Bodies become singular while on the quest for more.
more passion, more pleasure, more laughs, more of what’s next.
I promise to be worth all the time you invest.
Worth the past, worth the stress, worth all of the problems not addressed.
Such a beautiful promise,
absolute perfection to say, then I woke up
and realized our forever ended yesterday.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
Staying out of the kitchen because she can’t stand the heat.

                   Smart girl.

Playing in the dark basement because warm air rises.

                             Cold girl.

Walking close to God because Hell has no place for angels.

                                       Good girl.

Vacationing in frigid locations because the sun hibernates there.

                                             Frozen girl.

Painting with blues and grays because reds and oranges scorched her canvas.

                                                     Dreary girl.

Loving with a lukewarm heart because any hotter would ensure 3rd degree burns.

                                                 Heartbroken girl.

Living in Seattle because the constant rain puts out her flaming phobias.

                                         Parano­id girl.

Crying out every ice-cold tear because her fevered cheeks need relief.

                         Cleansed girl.

Writing every chilling detail of her fiery past because it’s therapeutic.

                Healed girl.

Giving up the fear of fire because the fear of not living scared her even more.

     Reborn woman.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
i held on as long as I did for one reason and one reason only...

you were the single most beautiful being in my life worth writing about.

now the inkwell of my soul has slowly run out of beautiful words and unfathomable metaphors.

now the inkwell of my soul has slowly run out of your favorite poems and my unrealistic expectations.

now the inkwell of my soul has slowly run dry.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
I often drown in my thoughts while lying in my ocean-like bed.
Becoming more and more seasick each time you appear in my head.
Once upon a time I wanted to be a passenger on your battleship;
or more like your co-captain.
Pretending as if the waves didn’t bother me.
Imagining the never ending storm called us was just precipitation
and not a natural disaster;
our unnatural disaster.
As much as I wanted you,
the sun appeared the day you walked out.
It was beautiful.
I
became
beautiful.
Years of tears evaporated by the light of a new day
and suddenly I became grateful for all you never were.
Your poisoned waters may have crippled my soul
but your absence made me new.
Now I’m laid back, sailing through life,
as you fade into the rear view.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
Let me touch you.
Not where you think I'm going to,
but where my hands were meant to be.

Let me kiss you.
Not on your lips,
but on every other body part that's never been kissed.

Passion runs through my veins
as my nails run through your hair.
Scratching and pulling while our bodies breathe in unison.

*** isn't an option.
Make love to me like only you know how.
Make your name my lips favorite word.
Make my legs go numb from the pleasure
you've caused between them;
the pleasure you've caused between us.

Stopping isn't an option.
Let me explode. Physically and mentally.
Let your fingers be the reason my mind won't set you free.
Let's just… be, B.
Delaney Marie Nov 2013
The slightest thought of your touch makes me weak at the knees,
causing me to melt at the part of my body only you seem to master.
South of my belly button.
North of my thighs.
That's where you reside.
That's where I never want you to leave when you're inside.
                     F#%k
                     Me.
Excuse my French and kiss my explicit lips as they quiver.

Thoughts like those seem too real
as wants and needs become orgasmically synonymous in my head.
I picture your body where this pillow lie instead.
Vivid imagery of you tracing my frame with yours.
The memories of what you'd do to my body in the past sparks present excitement.

So slowly I go...there. Into your territory.
Softly touching what belongs to you.
Gradually finding what you found each and every time we made love.
Passionately exploring the slippery place below see-level.
Vividly imagining that you're here tonight,
in me, going deeper and deep..
OH
MY
GOD.
I inhale.

Your name escapes my lips
as an ****** escapes my..
lips.

I exhale.
Drifting into infantile sleep with the picture of you smirking imprinted on my brain.
That face you'd make when
you stared at me,
evaluating the aftermath of your ****** destruction, followed by
a nonchalant shift toward my ear,
only to whisper..

Come Again.
Delaney Marie Mar 2015
I never knew how broken I was until you began fixing me.
A certain understanding of my flawed past
was all you needed to repair what those before you had left in ruins.
Your hands cradling my fragile heart,
while fingers trace every crack with care.
Your lips pouring unconditional affection into my deepest wounds,
while the rest of my body floods with unfamiliar emotion.

I never knew how silent I was until you wanted to hear me.
The manner in which your tongue pulls
uncomfortable conversation from my mouth is supernatural.
Your ears begging me to free my mind,
while your eyes show me that you deserve my innermost thoughts.
Your voice echoes promises I swear to keep,
while the barriers of communication fall to the ground where they belong.

I never knew how loved I could be until you started loving me.
Real love without expiration was a reality that I didn’t know existed.
You’ve taken each scar and you’ve kissed it.
Your skin all over mine longing to heal time,
while instant vulnerability slowly reassures our compatibility.
Your soul illuminates the rough roads in my body
while on a journey towards a place neither of us have traveled.
You walk along my construction zoned streets,
towards a new beginning,
in route to our forever,
while excavating new ways to love me, always.
Delaney Marie Dec 2013
I’ve never met anyone like you.

Take that as a compliment but
don’t overlook the underlying insult.

Your gentle words have the power
to widen my smile while our difference of endless
opinions make me wonder how we would ever work.
How could this ever be what we think it’s worth?

I tell myself the frustration with you only proves
that I care more than I thought I did,
more than
I intended to.
My heart doing everything my brain told it not to do;
which was
fall for you.

But you aren’t there to catch me.
It’s more like you falling with me.
Side by side.
Deep into unexpected attraction,
dipped in crazed amounts of mental satisfaction
that somehow make me forget how we could even disagree
in the first place.

I can’t say I mind the sudden change in my mood,
the tune in my voice,
or the way parts of my body feel
as your lips trace its frame,
because forever embedded is the purity of sweet sound
my ears devour as your tongue ejects my name.
So say it again, but  s l o w e r.
Let it linger as you add to this relationship’s value.
Continue being the muse of my over-thought thinking
because honestly,

I’ve never met anyone like you.
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
I wonder what it would feel like if you
loved me in the same way that I love you,
calling just to say I’m on your mind
or writing me drawn out amorous poems.

I wonder what it would feel like if you
loved me in the same way that I love you,
with thoughts of me overtaking your beauty sleep
or making it impossible to crave any other.

I wonder what it would feel like if you
loved me in the same way that I love you,
effortlessly giving your all because anything less would be average
or living as if every single day was still the honeymoon stage.

I wonder what it would feel like if you
loved me in the same way that I love you,
realizing that one weekend of not speaking can slowly turn into our weak end
or remembering who's truly important even on the busiest of days.
I wonder what it would feel like..

Then my wonder begins to wander as I slowly whisper to myself
the only line I remember from that purple book sitting on my nightstand,

“Everyone loves differently.”
You
Delaney Marie Oct 2013
You
You,
such a tiny word.
A pronoun unpronounced by those who only know your first name,
those who don’t care to learn what you’ve been through,
those who haven’t felt the salty tears your beautiful brown eyes have become accustomed to,
those who don’t know things that I do.
All because I yearn for...

You,
the inspiration to my inspirations,
the reason my smile seems to never fade,
the missing piece to the puzzled mess of a life I’ve been living,
the gift that keeps on giving and it’s Christmas everyday,
the one person I’d give the planet to if God gave me the chance.
All because my world already revolves around...

You,
making the word me seem so small in comparison,
making my favorite way to look, looking into your eyes,
making my lips quiver your name in hopes that you’ll fall in love with the sound,
making sparks fly with every day of passion in view.
All because you make it impossible to love another human being the way that I love...

You.

— The End —