i cry to what we could’ve shared if you didn’t leave me…
(please come back)

where you perhaps just a dream..?
(i knew it was too good to be true)

i wish i had smile lines, not frown lines…

“You are too beautiful to be heart broken,” he told me
“Well… the most beautiful flowers get ripped out of the soil, causing them to fall apart and die..” I replied to him.
He gets my metaphor and told he would’ve kept me forever.
I smile but what is there to believe anymore?

you took away my smile when you left.
you took away the smile that used to hurt in a good way. the times you would make my heart melt like butter.
you took away my smile. all i can do is fake it..
but everyone can tell its not natural, it isn’t the real me because when you left you took away my smile that used to reach my eyes…

i tend to forget you have been gone for years. i smile when i read our messages. when i remember the old you. and now i cry with the weather. i lay in bed wanting to starve myself.
i miss you. why did you leave us?