the internet ruined love

I don't want to know why you suddenly left. I don't care for your reasonings. All I wanted was you, but you vanished.
I would go out in the the pouring rain for you just to make sure you're okay and yet you were the whole time.
You loved me temporary and I love that small time we had but I can't ever allow you back in if you were to crawl back as if nothing happened.
Maybe I wasn't meant to love... but sad thing that I learned is there's so many monsters who get to love and so many hidden gems, fallen angels that don't get to be loved... life isn't fair

my heart screams like a drum when you are near…

i cry to what we could’ve shared if you didn’t leave me…
(please come back)

where you perhaps just a dream..?
(i knew it was too good to be true)

i wish i had smile lines, not frown lines…