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May 2012 · 6.5k
Black Like Me
Daydreaming Josi May 2012
Black Like me, I clearly see, I am no longer who I used to be
I am a white man died dark, in this adventure I created a spark.
People are angry. People are mad. This makes me disappointed, and sad
I did this for research, to find the truth. For our future, for our youth.
I’m a white man living the life of the oppressed, the segregated, and distressed.
A white man living the life of the black, and the truth is equality it did lack
It was shocking to find people cruel, who I once knew to be kind
They hated me because the color of my skin, their argument against my race was just as thin.
They made assumptions, followed the stereo type, dear God America, where are my equal rights?
I traveled to the most racist state, where I experienced as a black man, a fiery hate.
I found the idea that the South created: We are unequal, unloved, and passionately hated.
They stared us down with hate we could feel. It was tangible, it was real.
The kind hearted were few and far, I learned much while hitching rides in cars
I could not believe what they share so openly, they spoke of their ****** immorality.
At this point I was feeling defeated, I was sick of how we are treated
I could not take it any longer, but I know I have become stronger.
I will fight against segregation, so we can truly become an equal nation
I hope for the sake of these great people that one day we will all be equal.
No one knows what it’s like to be black like me. I hope one day we’ll find true liberty!
This was a poem I had to write about the book "Black Like Me" By John Howard Griffin. It's a good book!
May 2012 · 1.1k
Fear.
Daydreaming Josi May 2012
I'm tired of living my life in fear.
Fear of failure.
Fear of rejection.
Fear of trying.
Fear of embarrassment.
Fear of speaking up.
How do I fight what I am afraid of?
May 2012 · 793
Thousands.
Daydreaming Josi May 2012
Silently I stand, losing everything I am.
A raging storm, my love, I mourn.
I devoted thousands of thoughts to you.
Thousands of daydreams.
Thousands of hopes for the future.
Thousands of smiles.
Thousands of hours thinking about you.
I loved you, I hated you. I didn't know who I was.  
Now, I get to watch you live a thousand days and a thousand daydreams with someone else.
I missed my chance. I've lost you now. Wish I could get you back somehow.
Now it's over. My heart is broken, because of what I left unspoken. Unspoken.
May 2012 · 692
Always.
Daydreaming Josi May 2012
Always you're doing the best for me
Always you're there
Always you're doing the best for me
Always you care
May 2012 · 737
Just me. Again.
Daydreaming Josi May 2012
I can't get it out of my head. I think too much, my brain is dead.
I worry what could happen if I let myself free. To love. To feel. to be.
I wonder what would I be if I was to let go. If I was courageous enough to let my feelings show.
I don't want to make a "foolish teenage mistake", but at the same time, what's at stake?
My reputation? My faith? My heart?
I can't risk the things I prize, in the shadows of loneliness I will abide.
Maybe some day I will rise, and face the fears I hide
Apr 2012 · 664
Game Over
Daydreaming Josi Apr 2012
You came to ****, steal and destroy.
Well, I'm here to tell you I'm no longer your toy.

I will not copy you and all that I see.
You won't have me for all eternity.

I'm done playing games with you.
It's over. I'm through.

God has saved my heart and my soul,
now you no longer have control.

Game over. I win.
It's time for my new life to begin.
I wrote this in 8th grade
Mar 2012 · 1.4k
Destiny. Identity!
Daydreaming Josi Mar 2012
I was born set apart, I was made to stand out.
I will never fit in, I have no doubt.

I am a warrior who has found her war,
I fight for my generation, forever more.

I refuse to fit into the world's mold.
I will stand strong, tall, faithful and bold.

I'm not alone in this battle, I know I will win,
for His mercies are new each day that begins.

I fight for my generation, the identity its lost.
For discovering destiny comes at no cost.

I will not worry, I will not fear.
For every prayer whispered reaches His ear.

I will not conform to this world! I am Josi! I am me!
In christ alone will I find my identity.

I am beautiful, I am strong,
I know for a fact now that I am not wrong.

I am a warrior, a princess, a bride to be!
In the groom Jesus Christ, lies my **destinty
I wrote this two summers ago, when I was really struggling with who I am in Christ. I've learned over the years that God often speaks to me when I write, so I started writing and this is what I got. This has been my anthem since.
Daydreaming Josi Feb 2012
Fear will not grip my soul.
I will not let it take control.
Why am I still awake?
I am plagued with thoughts and memories vague.
Feb 2012 · 22.5k
Siblings.
Daydreaming Josi Feb 2012
No one will know the turmoil she causes.
No one will know this pain.
It is an utter betrayal of my heart.
A sibling should be your closest friend, not your mortal enemy.
Feb 2012 · 938
You.
Daydreaming Josi Feb 2012
You inspire poetry,
that bubbles up inside of me
You inspire creativity,
that I have to set free.
You inspire life in me,
that makes me who I want to be
You are my inspiration to movtivation.
I am your creation.
Feb 2012 · 647
This Where I Am
Daydreaming Josi Feb 2012
Where'd that fire I once had go?
Why's that passion refusing to show?
Where am I going?
Why am I lost?
Where did the map go?
Why can't I see what's clear?
Where is my ability to hear?
Lost lost lost. I am so lost.
Laziness, regrets, have got the best of me.
Why can't I change? Why can't I see?
God I need you to revive my soul.
Give me the courage to not be controlled.
You are all knowing, you are what I need.
Give me the hunger, on your word I feed.
Feb 2012 · 653
Observations
Daydreaming Josi Feb 2012
The world is lost in selfishness,
the world is lost in lust.
The world is lost in *** and drugs,
the world has lost my trust.

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