Fear will not grip my soul.
I will not let it take control.
Why am I still awake?
I am plagued with thoughts and memories vague.

No one will know the turmoil she causes.
No one will know this pain.
It is an utter betrayal of my heart.
A sibling should be your closest friend, not your mortal enemy.

You inspire poetry,
that bubbles up inside of me
You inspire creativity,
that I have to set free.
You inspire life in me,
that makes me who I want to be
You are my inspiration to movtivation.
I am your creation.

Where'd that fire I once had go?
Why's that passion refusing to show?
Where am I going?
Why am I lost?
Where did the map go?
Why can't I see what's clear?
Where is my ability to hear?
Lost lost lost. I am so lost.
Laziness, regrets, have got the best of me.
Why can't I change? Why can't I see?
God I need you to revive my soul.
Give me the courage to not be controlled.
You are all knowing, you are what I need.
Give me the hunger, on your word I feed.

The world is lost in selfishness,
the world is lost in lust.
The world is lost in *** and drugs,
the world has lost my trust.