I speak my language with pride,
I show my blackness with dignity,
I embrace who I am without fear of judgment or being rejected,
I am an african like any african,
But I say down to exenophobia

I sleep awake with my eyes only seeing you,
The feeling,feels so deep as time goes,
While the picture of you stays stationary in my timeless mind.

Awake I become with tears rolling down my ears like rain falling down the mountain,beautiful it seems but pain is what I felt,
Looking out my window paint
While you walked away.

I'd rather stay hurt
with you
than live without
you.
I'd rather have stress
and always be angry
but knowing at the
end of the day you
still with me.
I'd rather stay months
and years not feeling
your body
but touching you and
kissing you.
I'd take a chance with
you than leaving alone
but
knowing well,love hurts
and there is no perfect
love.

The sound of silence
pounding in my head,
numbers revolve but
formulars envade my
head like solders
of love.
An idea comes but
answers are not there,
the pressure starts to
build
but
are word comes "30minutes
left" she says.
owww my feet starts to shack,
swet starts to show,
My head is high like are
bird flying without wings.
will the pressure stop
when the world turns around
cause shes standing,
right next to me saying
"times up".
My future is gone 3hours
of pain and sorrow.
seating in an maths exam.

A day was bright like
no other day.
The sky was shining
like there was something
coming upon the
sky.
We were trolling like
we used to,
but
little did she know.
Her smile always made
me happy but not
today.
When the sun went down
the sky was beautiful and
she was perfect,
but
today my eyes changed,
I never saw that beauty.
Was that the sin of todays
moment,
was my love for her ending
because I loved this moment
but
today i didnt.A full moon
arised upon a mountain,
as we used to love that
view but not today,I
was ord and she noticed
the moment was spoiled
and said it "I'm not the
same guy you loved before
I'v changed".
She cried and said no words
but left me with an amazing
view that still lingers in my
memory................................

Its never easy admiting
While accusing is the strongest thing in
my mouth,
The taste,taste bitter while my words
hurt like dumped woman in divorse,
While my words inflict pain,
A million dollar question rises,
Forgiviness?
Will she ever forgive me for the pain I
brought,
While I apologies like a widow asking
questions in her mind of did he die.
While I look for her respond as her
mouth opens,
I try to catch my breath,
While my mind wonders around thinking
of a million things in one,
For a moment the world stopped,
Pictures of her where on my mind,****!!
The world turned dark with her in it.