I'm a terrible human being
A nuisance
A freak
I am a terrible human being
A pessimist
A creep
I'm a terrible human being
I thought you would like to know
I am a terrible human being
Now it's time to go

I don't think you've
learned, not one bit.
Look at this wreck
I have become.
Relinquish your
vice like grip from
around my throat.
****** my **** raw.
Blood from my
**** drops into
the toilet in which
my reflection lies.
Bruises on my skin.
Bruises on my eyes.

I'm
in danger
of ending up
back where I started.
Why are you so persuasive?
I wish I could rewind sometimes,
get back to the great start we
had. I'm so sad I could weep. A
little joy is what I need. Suffering is so
4 years ago. I wish I could change it all.
Your tears have built me up. Made me strong enough to
make a decision so precious yet small. Look at the monsters we've
become. Wish I could change you, wish I could change myself. It's scary
to think about all that. If I would try again, I would strengthen.

Shoot yourself up
With toxic waste
Coffee grounds in a cup
Man what a delicious taste

**** girl you're looking fine
That *** looking best
Don't get too drunk off that wine
I want to snort a line off of your breast

Tastes good
Got wood
Hot night
Genitals fight

My cup full of shiny tears
Salty caffeinated fuel
Bring to life all of my fears
Make me feel like a tool

I have to go
I feel sick
I want you to know
You have my ****

Tastes bad
Got sad
Hot ****
Genitals hit

Gone insane
Cut my vein
Gone insane
Cut my vein
Gone insane
Cut my vein

Blue skies
Over a
River of blood
In which I bathe
Never will be clean
Germs in my eyes

Clueless to the obvious
Until I realized
No one can satisfy
That which must be fed

Intoxicated by sadness
I'm in love with my madness
Shoot the gun
Into your brain
I keep my face
Masked insane
Black my soul
Tear your hole
Angry *****
Of my dreams
Things just ain't
What they seem
Found somebody
Take your place
Smear my lust
All in your face

So long to the heartbreak
So long to the torment
So long to the depression
So long to the anger
So long to the bottle
So long to the bowl
So long to you