Midnight cravings for coffee
stimulating sedated thoughts;
emotions deposited in the ink
of a pen.
Tick marks dotted on crinkled
paper; moments recounted, too
many to comprehend. ****** abstracts
and crooked lines.
I lived a sheltered life,
Three square meals a day;
Believing the devil waited for me
Under my bed.
Consanguinity within the dramatic pool;
the kiss of a mermaid left the taste
of sour grapes.
I thought I knew love,
realizing that the feeling
was but an echo of the loneliness
I did not recognize.
Emptiness led my heart to vows;
a vow of silence was appropriate.
Experience leads me to confusion;
I am left choking on complexity.
The sunrise looks like the sunset;
all I see is indigo, a weird shade
for sleepy eyes.