I've been
getting
tired
since
1954
when my father was
born
since when
we would
begin
beginning
to eventually
end
and anyways
I don't have insomnia
but I do watch
wildly
with my lower spine
and whine
and refrigerate
my mind
and he there,
that one
looks into
my eyes
as if
I've been
kicking him
since he was
a child
and
keeps it
up