Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
David Andres Feb 2015
Im sorry that i came on too strong
I know
Everythings my fault

I dont know why im still standin
When i should just leave
Sit all alone
Cry and grieve
Cause i cant accept
That thing you told me
How we were forbidden to be

If i cant get through this
Let me R.I.P
R.I.P-(rot in peace)
David Andres Jan 2015
The clock hits twelve
                  Everyone celebrate
                      Everyone hug

                         I sit alone
                Think about my drug
                          So reality
                     Can be a dream
               And I can eat Ice Cream

                           Its scary
                   Death everywhere
                    Violence erupting
                    
                           Sadness
                              Pain
                            Suicide
                    Within ones heart
                   Having the desire
                To commit it this year

                     Doing the usual
                   Receiving the pain
           Listening to what people say
                      To my sad soul
                 " Just cover the ear"
                          Says Grace
                  
                     Dont look at me
           As I will just ruin your year
            With my sadness and fear
    Knowing that I will start it all alone

                    So again I stood
                At midnights shadow
                 The clock hits twelve
                  Everyone celebrate
                       Everyone hug
                     Everyone please
                         Dont follow
Time for another year alone
Without that one person.........
David Andres Feb 2015
The sound of danger erupts once again
As the ambulence comes
Echoing around the soft parade

No one seems to care anymore
As everyone has the lust for those same actions
Now we're divided up into different factions

She came home to find herself feeling weird
Drunk and dizzy
     Wobbling and throbbing
She picks up the phone
And calls her friend lizzy
But as the phone rings, there seems to be
Some kind of acompany
Rat-tat tat tat tat

He puts her to bed
He exits the door
Excited for more
He breathes heavenly
His eyes look red

Walking down the street is just another outcast
Encounters all these weird, sad, hectic illusions
With no help in sight
Not one solution

Now down the street
Not very far
Comes the menace to society
Taking out the human
Saying in his head
Congratulations you win

And down the town
Comes a large big crowd
The danger again, erupts into a sound
David Andres Feb 2015
When im all alone
Which is everyday
I feel nothing but pain
Sad and alone
Goin insane
Knowing thats how i'll be
Throughout my whole life

Maybe i was born to be a loser
Born to become sad every single day
My head hurts
Then i burst

Into those emotional tears
Feeling empty
While nobody sees
Not even that one special person
Who doesnt want me
David Andres Jan 2015
Whenever they see me
Feeling all down
People ask me
That one question,
"Are you okay?"
I say
"Im fine"

F:faliure
I:impossible, insecure
N:negative, not good enough, nothing
E:empty
Basically nothing.....
David Andres Feb 2015
There are secrets you dont know
My love
How so you ask

We talk from day to day
But yet i mumble what i want to say
Dont know if you want me to stay

I only want to tell you upfront
And take you on a midnight walk
Looking at beautiful blue eyes
Saying that I.....

Love you

But thing is
Who i am behind the shadow is not me
Cause  i think i already told you my feeling
As it is not meant to be
Only you have to see
David Andres Feb 2015
If you dont want to hear every word i said that could make you laugh, im sorry
If i didnt try to make an effort, im sorry
If i was ugly, im sorry
If i was stupid, im sorry
If i wasnt funny, im sorry
i'll dive into the pier
And never come back
Simply disappear

Im sorry that im weird
Run
David Andres Feb 2015
Run
The only way to fix your problems is to face towards them and run through them
David Andres May 2016
They tell you to be yourself,
Then they judge you...
David Andres Sep 2015
Id rather be poor and have nothing instead of being rich and have everything

— The End —