I can't hold this in i have to let this go,
the feelin inside stays, wit me an grows an grows,
can I live with a lie .an not live the truth
do i pay with distance memorys,
the sin that was never mine to begin ,
the past were i tryed to leave it ,
but name huge past forever not lost
" SO **** U GRANDFATHER ,
for R past so sweetly given ,
people like me make your life have some given an meanin ,
put thanks u won't get from me, all i can say is this ,
"******* U **** AN ****** DIE "

I am the companann set , reasons i,ve KNOWN.
The one , at place outside fire ,a place i,ve KNOWN.
From  name , I protect u , cause of this u,ve KNOWN.
Now look inside me , what do I consist of , to wonder this , have u KNOWN.
My handle to start with , as many have picked me up ,  not KNOWN.
My thongs to pick with , to chose what i need , this i,ve KNOWN.
My shovel to pile on with , to add to diein light , brightness seen KNOWN.
The brush to clean up mess with , this definiatly KNOWN.
The last but not least , thee thing i consist of well KNOWN.
Is control of strenghten stiffness in the poker only forever KNOWN.

**** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** the **** button is stuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IN GOD I TRUST ,
NOT BECAUSE I MUST,
BECAUSE I TRUST.

IN MOMENTNESS OF BREATHLESS PURE PASSION,
SLIDING ON KNIFE EDGE OF MASCULINE FAILURE,
YE MADE ALL DISSAPPEAR ,
WITH SIMPLE SPOKEN RESTFULNESS,
ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO WAIT,
WILL YOU BE THERE???,
ALL FROM A SOLITARY SITUATION,
WITHIN MINDS FEARFUL EYE,
WORDS RIGHTLY DISPENSE FEAR OF FEAR,
UNTIL NOW ALWAYS WORDS FROM ME,
NOW SHOWN WORDS FROM YE HAVE POWER OVER ME,
ALL WHILE RESTING ON SWEET BREAST,
BROW SOAKED IN SWEAT,
REASSURANCE IN EVERY BREATH.

NO MATTER WHAT I SAY,
YOU TURN THE OTHER WAY SAYING "YEAH",
WHATEVER YOU THINK,
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE INK ,
THEN YOU'D KNOW HOW I THINK,
TIMES I TURN TO DRINK,
TIMES I TURN TO DRUGS,
BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU BUG,
AT TIMES ALL THATS NEEDED IS A HUG,
BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THAT,
FOR TO DO THAT WOULD MEAN ,
YOU TOLD THE TRUTH WHEN YOU SAID "LOVE",
YOU, I DON'T THINK SO.

I FEEL I AM SO OLD,
MANY LIFVIES GONE BY,
MORE THAN WE'D EVER KNOWN,
NOW HOW MANNY WITHIN SOUL,
OR SOUL THAT CAN FEEL OLD,
HOW LONG LEFT BEFORE WE START TO,
AGAIN GROW OLD,
WERE DO I GO WHEN INBETWEEN OLD AN OLD,
WERE AM I , I DON'T KNOW.........

YES TIME TO MYSELF,
WERE I CAN SIT ON THE SHELF OF LIFE,
WATCHING MY LIFE RUN BY,
ITS TIME I STOPPED RUNNING AFTER IT,
LET IT COME TO ME ,
CAUSE IS THAT NOT THE WAY ITS MEAN'T TO BE,
LETS FINISH WITH THE DRINK,
AN SIT AN THINK OF ALL I WILL HAVE
WHEN I STOP THE DEMONS AN DOUBTS,
LEAVE THEM BEHIND FOREVER,
I DON'T WANT OR NEED THESE Ds,
THIS TIL THE END I CAST,
THIS SPELL FOR THIS IS ME.

THE PUREST MOMENT OF PASSION,
MISPLACED THROUGH PROCESS OF LIFE,
BUT OUESTION ASKED BY ONLY ONE,
THREE OF THE MAKIN OF ONE,
THIS QUESTION OF ONE BELIVE IN ME, MAKES SON,
OF ME AN ALL THAT COME AFTER ME,

THE ESSENCE OF YOU AN  BEAUTY,
A LIFE FOR ALL TO SEE,
AN EXAMPLE OF LOVE IN PEOPLE ,
A THING WE ALL WANT TO SEE,
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGELS THIS LOVE A GIFT FROM ME,
BUT NOTHING IN LIFE FORSAKEN,
THIS DREAM FROM ME TO YOU.

I SEE THIS ,
FOR THE TRUTH THIS IT IS,
THE IT THAT I WANTED FOR ALL,
THE IT I FIRST GLANCED AT,
THE IT I WILL HAVE FOR NOT JUST THIS LIFE,
THE IT I WILL HAVE FOR ALL LIVES,
THIS IT IS MY MAGS.

IN A PICTURE OF MADNESS ,
YOU CAN FEEL THE SADNESS,
OF THE MAN WE ALL LOATHE,
BUT DEEP INSIDE US ,
WE HAVE NOWHERE TO HIDE FROM COMING,
GRADUALLY TO THE SURFACE ,
LIKE THE UGLY SLOATHE,
MAKE SENSE OF THIS NOTE NO YOU WONT,
FOR ALL THIS MADNESS IS MINE.

A TOUCH A LICK
BRINGS FORTH OF MAYBE OR PASSIN,
COMBINATION OF NATURE,
WILL I SIT AT STARTERS,
OR MUNCH IN TO MAINE,
TOO BOTH I HOLD ALL SHAME.

"WHY SO SAD"?
COMING ACROSS BAD ,
LETING THE SAD BECOME OUTSIDE,
THAT SAD MAKE U FEEL BAD.

"WHY SO ANGRY"
COULD IT BE BLAME ,
THE BLAME THAT COMES FROM SHAME,
THE SHAME BECOMES OUTSIDE,
THAT BLAME DRIVE YOU INSANE.

"DREAMS REALISE REALTY"
AN HONEST SONG FROM HEARTFELT FURTURE,
TO WORK FOR FAMILY "HEALTH AN WEALTH",
BRING THE READYS OHH SO STEADY,
LIKE R RIVER ROARING ,
ALL FOUR OF US,
ARE COLOUR CONVERTING TO CANVAS,
BRILLIANT BEAUTY NOW BOLD BELONGING,
SATIFY SOUL DRIVEN "SEARCH NOW"

THE LADY I LOVE ,
MY GIFT FROM ABOVE,
"THANK YOU GOD",
FOR THE ONE I LOVE,
"A GIRL FOR ME"!!
MORE THAN I COULD EVER SEE,
COMIN TO ME FROM THEE,
MEANT TO BE .

BUY CUCULAINS CASTLE PUMP BEAUTY IN TO SIGHT,
PERFECT GARDENS OF POTENTIAL,
PHOTOGRAPHS POTENALLY PERSONAL PRICE.

IMAGINE IMAGES OF MOMENTS IN "MIGHT "MOMENTS,
DISPELL THE ANGER OF SADNESS ,
FROM HANGING PICTURES,
GONE BY BUT NOT FORGOTTEN.

MAKE MOMENTS TO MANY MILLIONS OF..................

HELP THE AGED,
THEY HELPED US,
THINK OF THE AGED,
THEY THAUGHT OF US,
SEARCH THE AGED,
THEY SEARCHED FOR US,
LISTEN TO THE AGED,
THEY LISTENED TO US,
LOOK AFTER THE AGED,
THEY LOOKED AFTER US,
FORGIVE THE AGED,
THEY FORGAVE US,
TAKE CARE OF THE AGED,
THEY HAVE TAKEN CARE OF US ,
LOVE AND MISS THE AGED,
THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE AN WATCH OVER US,
NEVER MISS US.

"FIND" TO EXPLORES ONES SELF ,
"WITHOUT HELP",
BRINGS SUCH WEALTH TO SELF,
NOTHIN WRONG ALL JUST WRIGHT ,
SO TAKE FROM SELF ,
O MY GOD , SUCH WEALTH,
WEALTH WASTED BY WISEGUYS,
WOMAN WORRYINLY WASTED OR WASTEN,
TIME TESTED TOTALLY TWISTED ,
TERMINATE TIME.

AHH I LOVE MY BOYS ,
DISCOVERING UNKNOWN AMOUNTS OF FONDESS,
OF JOY N TOY.

WERE WOULD I BE,
WITHOUT MY BOYS,
NOT LIVIN ALL THESE JOYS,
DARRAGH SLEEPING HAPPYLY,
IMAGINE NEVER HAVIN THAT AT ALL NO BOYS.

SO ALL LOVE TO MY GOD,
FINDING ALL KNOWN,
VAST QUAINTYS ENDLESS,
OF MY BOYS AN JOYS.

"HELP ME " I SCREAM IN YOUR FACE,
FACE OF LIFE ******,
ALMOST ADOLF FACE OF ****** UP!!!!!!
"BUT" BETTER PEEP BEYOND ,BEHIND BEFORE,
US USUALLY SKIPPEN UNDER............

THIS ROAD OF MADE PAST,
THE PAST THAT BITES ,
YOU IN THE ***!
SOME SAY CLASS,
SOME SAY WHERES YOUR ***,
****** UP I SAY,
CLASS OR ***,
CHILDREN DONT KNOW THE DIFFERINCE BETWEEN..........

BELIVE, BELIVE IT OR NOT!
"BELIEF" IN WHAT YOU GOT,
IS BETTER THAN WHAT YOU HAVE NOT!!

A SIN, MANY YEARS OF SILENCE.
SEEN SIN SINCE, OUTSIDE NOT WITHIN,
FOR WITHIN SELDOM SIN,
OR "SHELFESS SIN",
SET SCENE, SOLIDARY SELDOM.

TO GO UNCONSIUS BEFORE DROWNING ,
IN TRUE DEPTS OF DISPAIR ,
BRINGS LIGHT TO FLIGHT TO FLOURISH
IN A PLACE NEVER THOUGHT OF THERE.
SUDDENLY SURROUNDED BY SANDS OF AMO,
NOT BLINDED BY SLEEP,
KNOWING ARE DREAMS WILL LAST FOREVER ,
FOR WITHIN ARE SOULS WE KEEP.