I can't hold this in i have to let this go,
the feelin inside stays, wit me an grows an grows,
can I live with a lie .an not live the truth
do i pay with distance memorys,
the sin that was never mine to begin ,
the past were i tryed to leave it ,
but name huge past forever not lost
" SO **** U GRANDFATHER ,
for R past so sweetly given ,
people like me make your life have some given an meanin ,
put thanks u won't get from me, all i can say is this ,
"******* U **** AN ****** DIE "

I am the companann set , reasons i,ve KNOWN.
The one , at place outside fire ,a place i,ve KNOWN.
From  name , I protect u , cause of this u,ve KNOWN.
Now look inside me , what do I consist of , to wonder this , have u KNOWN.
My handle to start with , as many have picked me up ,  not KNOWN.
My thongs to pick with , to chose what i need , this i,ve KNOWN.
My shovel to pile on with , to add to diein light , brightness seen KNOWN.
The brush to clean up mess with , this definiatly KNOWN.
The last but not least , thee thing i consist of well KNOWN.
Is control of strenghten stiffness in the poker only forever KNOWN.

**** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** the **** button is stuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IN GOD I TRUST ,
NOT BECAUSE I MUST,
BECAUSE I TRUST.

IN MOMENTNESS OF BREATHLESS PURE PASSION,
SLIDING ON KNIFE EDGE OF MASCULINE FAILURE,
YE MADE ALL DISSAPPEAR ,
WITH SIMPLE SPOKEN RESTFULNESS,
ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO WAIT,
WILL YOU BE THERE???,
ALL FROM A SOLITARY SITUATION,
WITHIN MINDS FEARFUL EYE,
WORDS RIGHTLY DISPENSE FEAR OF FEAR,
UNTIL NOW ALWAYS WORDS FROM ME,
NOW SHOWN WORDS FROM YE HAVE POWER OVER ME,
ALL WHILE RESTING ON SWEET BREAST,
BROW SOAKED IN SWEAT,
REASSURANCE IN EVERY BREATH.

NO MATTER WHAT I SAY,
YOU TURN THE OTHER WAY SAYING "YEAH",
WHATEVER YOU THINK,
SOMETIMES I WISH YOU WERE INK ,
THEN YOU'D KNOW HOW I THINK,
TIMES I TURN TO DRINK,
TIMES I TURN TO DRUGS,
BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU BUG,
AT TIMES ALL THATS NEEDED IS A HUG,
BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THAT,
FOR TO DO THAT WOULD MEAN ,
YOU TOLD THE TRUTH WHEN YOU SAID "LOVE",
YOU, I DON'T THINK SO.

I FEEL I AM SO OLD,
MANY LIFVIES GONE BY,
MORE THAN WE'D EVER KNOWN,
NOW HOW MANNY WITHIN SOUL,
OR SOUL THAT CAN FEEL OLD,
HOW LONG LEFT BEFORE WE START TO,
AGAIN GROW OLD,
WERE DO I GO WHEN INBETWEEN OLD AN OLD,
WERE AM I , I DON'T KNOW.........