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Dark moon Nov 2015
I can't do this anymore
I can't Anymore.

I'm weak, I'm not strong.
I'm nothing, I'm no one in this world.

All this pills can't do anything
Not even **** me.
I'm a mess ,
I'm better dead.

I'm tired of all these tears
I'm tired of screaming silently
I'm tired of my life.

I know no one will cared about me

I'm a no one
That means No one will notice my absence


I guess I am right
Maybe if I'm dead I won't feel more pain.
Depression controls my life
Dark moon Feb 2015
As the clouds turn gray, as the wind blows.
The smell of rain, the chill of excitement running through my body.
Knowing i will awake soon.
The strong wind making my hair dance, freezing my body.
I close my eyes, the pictures of the trees moving back and forth , like a swing being push.
So peaceful, so perfect.
I wish it could be this perfect for eternity.
A cloudy gray day, the smell of rain, and wind blowing my hair.
No sun to burn me, no sun to **** me.
This gray clouds, getting darker, this wind, getting stronger,
and the rain falling from this dark sky.
Not my best one
Dark moon Apr 2015
I'm sorry for leaving you alone
I'm sorry for not being able to love you
I'm sorry i made you cry
I'm sorry for making you feel use
I'm sorry.....

Even when i told you I really loved you
Even when you knew I loved you
Even when I  gave you a chance
It was not enough time for you

Your arms were letting go of mine
Someone else steal them from you
But I still manged to come back to you

And back again it was not enough time
But when it was the enough time
I was gone

Gone but with your love in me.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for leaving you alone
I'm sorry for not saving you of your new "friends" full of drugs
I'm sorry for not holding close to you
I'm sorry for not giving enough time

I'm sorry because i wont let you stop me from killing my own self

I love you so much......

J.F. you will always be in me
I fallen in love this time but things got complicated just being best friends and even if i just taste your lips more than once i love those moments.
you only fall in love once in your life.
Dark moon Apr 2015
Places inside me losing to the a long river,
a river full of dark monster waiting for you to get in
a beautiful looking river,
but in the dark deep inside of it is my own mind.

A mind full of demons
Demons craving more of my life
My deadly life
Where life is not life.

But there is not only demons in this mad mind
In this mad mind there is adventures.

You might be dying in it but maybe also being born in it.
A mad mind where walking is flying
Running is not a normal speed
where food is not food.

where my nightmares are best friends
where the people are the real demons of my mind.

A mind where there is no pain a mind where I'm the only one in pain.
A mind of wonderland
A mind of Darkness
A mind with no live.

So whats inside your loosing river?
Is there demons of your deep dark mind or in the deep there is your love turning the sad in a living thing.
I just feel weird right now kinda not happy or sad maybe dead
Dark moon May 2015
A few more  pills and there will be no more pain.
A jump to end it fast.
A deep cut to see the beautiful river of blood and die with a smile.

No more suffering, no more screams, no more tears.
Darkness will fade away.
My aching heart wont hurt no more.

Here it goes this empty life off a bridge,
10 pills to die quietly,
Just a knife to open this big wound in my heart.

............dead is so beautiful.............
dead is really beautiful.
Dark moon Feb 2015
Why, why, why
This terrible feelings,
All of this tears, just for you.
Why, why , why
I loved you,
I adored you,
I admired you.
The times you kiss me
when you told me you loved me
Why, why, why
My heart hurts a lot
Turned to pieces
Why you do this to me all the love I had from you dying like I am
Why, why, why...
I was bored lol

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