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Come home, dusted.
Trusting to find love and seduction
under an ocean current of ****** eruption.

I found a blood brother
breaking the walls
deep inside my own home,
And I watched as he ****** her.

My soul conducted spontaneous combustion
And fire blazed
as I beat the naked former best buddy
Into a ****** puddle of something disgusting.

She cried lies of broken love,
"I'm sorry for it all."

I turned and set my eyes upon her naked milk skin
for the final time,
seeing only insects and serpents
slithering thru her highway veins
and demented soul.

I died that night,

Hello
It's me again.
I've come to **** you
In your dreams.

the winter season
always takes a piece away
from the soul of man


*The summer season
never tells of the darkness
soon to come again

We are all dying.

You are no special case.

Take a moment.
Speak nonsense to wise beings of intergalactic metaphysics.

Broken tides.
Lonely and hopeless.

Starving.

Have you ever met an angel?

She doesn't have wings,
but she can save us all.

I will not blame others. Being a man means embracing responsibility. I will manage my anger properly. I will not bottle it, nor use it as an excuse to lash out. I will release my guilt, jealousy, and sorrows. I will not feel sorry for myself under any circumstance. I will think twice, and navigate business like a mastermind. I am not a victim - I am infinite! I can do anything! I am not deprived, and I am in fact thankful for all of my blessings. I am thankful for my family, as well as my friends. I am not afraid of failure. Failure is inspiration. I am never alone, because I have Emily, God, and myself at all times. I love myself, and appreciate my strength. Thank you, self. You are very strong. Thank you, God, and thank you, Emily, my Guardian Angel and sister. I deserve the success I strive for, and am indeed worthy. I am motivated! I am secure with who I am, and am in no hurry. I have the patience to know that this journey is lifelong. I will love and appreciate everyone and everything, for judgement is not my responsibility. I have everything I need, but my ambition will allow me to earn more. I deserve it. I can go anywhere, and do anything, as long as my heart is behind it! The darkness will not prevail. I choose the light. I choose honor, integrity, and respect. I release the need to be in control, and am here for the ride, to do the best I can. However, I will always protect myself, and those I love. Nothing is perfect, which is why everything is perfect. I am so thankful, and I am confident in my strength as a free man.

...
I think its cuz a lot of guys are trained to bottle their emotions.

Lucky for me,
I'm untrained.
...

Take a moment to be born again.
Energy is everything there is.

Peace.

Yeah. Yeah. We got some turbulence.

The plane might flip and we'll all die.

At least you'll stop talkin'

Are you really alive?