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Danielle Marie Aug 2015
Maybe I was naive

But I really just don’t understand

How you can let someone get attached

Give them shivers just with your hand

Share secrets of your own

Spend your time on them

Then drop them completely with a text on a phone

And treat them as if they were never there

It’s cruel really

But bravo, you rid of me without care

I guess I should’ve known

You didn’t want me I knew

But I threw stone after stone

Trying to break down the walls

I was stubborn

You are fine, you feel nothing at all

I wasn’t yours, and you were not mine

But I’m a wreck

I feel too much and my thoughts are all intertwined

I fall too deeply

You knew that

And you ******* stabbed right through me

Guess I’ll never know why

But I have to see your face everyday

I need the strength to not cry

Or care

But thats not me

Thats you

And its ******* not fair
Im sad and wanted to write a ****** poem for a ****** night
Danielle Marie Aug 2015
theres a demon that lives in you
sometimes quiet sometimes its screeching
its unpredictable and dangerous
sometimes its too late to see the happiness its been leeching
its evil and strong
makes you think that inside of you is something inherently wrong
you fear this beast
you dont trust it in the least
because its lies and tricks
makes you feel fine then makes you feel sick
its drives you mad
drives you insane
because you come to realize
its a part of your own brain
Danielle Marie Jul 2015
So many dreams
So little drive
Repetitive motions
Same addicting potions
When will I wake with a smile
Cause I've been dying for quite a while
Nothing helps
Its always me
But then he came
And made me dizzy
He smiled
Told me sweet things
Sad thoughts ceased
When his gaze pierced me
But that monster
That little creep in my head
Slithered in and filled me with doubt
Doubt turned to fear
Fear turned to mistakes
Mistakes turned it all to ****
The blues were back
And here we are again, this is it.
Danielle Marie Dec 2014
A whole sea of possibilities lies in front of me
But all I see is the vast darkness inside me
Encouraging smiles await my decisions
But I've already given up on all my visions
They say the future is bright
But I see mine in a dull light
All around I see happiness and love
And that is what I am deprived of
I hope one day I will enjoy waking
But for now my soul will continue aching
Danielle Marie Jun 2013
Absolute bliss.
The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years.
The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots.
Everything seemed to be paused.
Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty.
The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground.
My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning.
The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over.
            
This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced.
To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty.
I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever.
My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees.
I'd never felt more free.
             I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp.
I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me.
Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face.
I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good.
My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold.
I was absolutely content.
I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven.
It was the most precious melody.
The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in.

          I suddenly became afraid.
Aware that I would have to leave this place soon.
A tear slipped down my cheek.
I felt weak, and helpless.
I didn't want to return to the outside world.
For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me.
Or more-so, awakened a part.
A part I never knew existed.
          For the first time in what felt like ages..
I felt alive.
Danielle Marie Jan 2013
Absolute bliss.
The forest around me made me feel the most peaceful I had in years.
The tall Redwoods reached up to the sky for a kiss, the bright, green moss climbed up the huge roots.
Everything seemed to be paused.
Like the world had stopped, as if everything had froze and stood still in this moment of pure beauty.
The mist the only thing that seemed to be moving, like a heavy blanket hovering over the ground.
My breath came out in puffs of condensation, the product of the invigorating chill of the morning.
The sun just barely poked its arms through the gray and sent the dew glittering all over.
            
This was the most breathtaking thing I'd ever experienced.
To feel so small among so many great things harboring beauty.
I felt as if I could sit on this damp ground forever.
My mind went completely blank here, my thoughts soared up to the sky riding along with the trunks of the trees.
I'd never felt more free.
             I layed my head down on the grass and let my body go limp.
I felt safe as if nothing could ever touch me.
Until something did, little raindrops fell upon my nose and slid down the side of my face.
I opened my mouth and let the rain touch my tongue, it tasted pure and good.
My hair grew damp along with my clothes, but I wasn't cold.
I was absolutely content.
I slowly sat up and listened to the rain pour over my little heaven.
It was the most precious melody.
The air around me was heavy, and everything seemed to be lit in shades of violet. I breathed it in, took it in.

          I suddenly became afraid.
Aware that I would have to leave this place soon.
A tear slipped down my cheek.
I felt weak, and helpless.
I didn't want to return to the outside world.
For I felt those moments, in this small opening , in a vast and shrouded forest, have changed a part of me.
Or more-so, awakened a part.
A part I never knew existed.
          For the first time in what felt like ages..
I felt alive.
Idk
Danielle Marie Jan 2015
Bring me to ruins
Drown me in your waves
The tide is too high
Its rough
Its taking me away
Drifting until I sink
Trapped in your haze
Your taste I drink
But its poison
Delicious with no cure
You will destroy me
For that I'm sure

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