It's sad to forget,
What we were,
What we had,
The connection,
The beauty,
The rush,
How it suddenly stopped,
The light of my life,
Turned into a flicker at the end of the tunnel,
I felt so lost,
Yet,
The darkness,
It's beautiful,
It's like living in fire,
Without feeling,
Death being inevitable,
No knight in shinning armour in this story,
No light at the end of that flickering tunnel,
No chance of surving,
I am no princess,
And this story,
Like others,
Are doomed,
Just as Romeo and Juliet,
Adam and Eve,
Bonny and Clide,
Had to suffer the dreadful pangs that fate,
Brought to them on their doorstep,
That caused suffering,
And nothing but pain,
And left with nothing but simply,
A no happy ending.


~ d.a

Nothing,
Has been,
Going right for me,
I've been,
In London,
Trying to figure out who I'm meant to be,
I'm breathing in smoke,
Laughing till I choke,
I've been wondering why people are hung up,
on the life I lead

As I get out of bed,
I think it would be better,
If I layed there instead,
Of facing those demons,
Stuck inside of my head,
If only,
I was happy,
If I was happy,
Those demons wouldn't taunt me.



~ d.a

Darling I want to be your beauty queen,
Roaming through the streets,
Only 17,
I'd give up everything to be your anything,
You fog up the sane,
That makes me loose my brain.

And we sit at night,
Wondering how we survived,
And between our breaths and smokes... we cry,
Hoping, wishing, thinking, wondering if it's me you see when you close your eyes,
Never want to say goodbye, 
Never want to sleep at night,
Without your chest pressed up against mine 

- d.a