Is there any morality?

This is not reality,

I'm tired of falling down,

Where is the sanity?

To caught up with vanity,

Still searching to be found.

Always keep my head up,

Never ever let up,

Pick me back up off the ground,

Is it in my head,

Is it in your bed,

A rather too familiar sound,

And all the while the earth keeps spinning,

Judge me not for I am winning,

Only you can keep yourself from sinning.

Leave my head or come to me,

After all this you will see,

I have been right here all along,

Hide your feelings, behind a bottle,

Pain is fuel, engage the throttle,

Accept the fact that maybe you were wrong.

Here I find myself again,

Re-embracing thoughts of then.

Ponder that of which I was,

Ponder that of where I've been.

Visions flash and disappear,

Pieces hidden from my view,

Connecting them should be so clear,

Parts of time remain askew.

Answers of this world I seek,

Though all I've found seems far to bleak.

My north and south begin to clash,

I fear I have become to weak,

Day to day though still I strive,

Staring through distorted glass.

On and on my brain will drive,

Waiting for this life to pass.

Some days your right, some days your wrong,

Some days seem to last way to long.

Some days you gotta rip the ****,

Some days the current seems far too strong.

Life can be a crazy place,

Billions of people face to face,

Different people, different dreams,

Overpopulating streams.

Trudging forward through the spawn,

Endless trudging till the dawn.

Take a breath hit the ****,

Some days the current seems far to strong.

Night will fall and days go on,

Swim until the pain is gone,

Salvation soon to come upon,

Some days the current seems far too strong.

Grey clouds in the sky with snowflakes adrift,

A world in disguise, caught in a rift,

Crumbling virtues with nothing to sift,

A broke down world , in need of a lift.

When you think of life what do u see?

A bunch of hungry people, few are free,

A bunch of crazy people spitting blasphemy,

Nothing ever is how it ought to be.

Lies and deceit make this world incomplete,

Try to paint a picture, get knocked off my feet,

Get up even stronger , my foes I will defeat,

Try to bring me down but I will not deplete.

Greed is the reason for this worlds hate,

Money is the key to the frozen gate,

Stand up together before it's to late,

Or corruption and poverty remain our fate.

I keep on writing to express my feelings,

Sorry to those who don't get my meanings.

I've always got a lot going through my brain,

Some days it seems I may go insane,

I try to stay level, keeping my cool,

Processing life with my greatest tool.

Bullet in my pocket , but not for crime,

I'm the only one who can choose my time.

Thoughts of death don't bring me fear,

Though for you it may cause a tear.

I apologize for what you didn't hear,

I apologize for not letting you steer.

But this is what I have become,

Daily more en-cumbersome,

Though my life has just begun,

I stand up tall, refuse to run.

I stand up for what I believe,

Against all odds I will achieve,

Through the smog of those who deceive,

Concentrate your mind and you will perceive,

The truth for what it's really worth,

Capable since the day of birth.

If atlas shrugs and drops the ball,

Its up to us, me, you, and all.

Long have I been on my own,

Countless days spent all alone,

A match for me, remains unknown,

Unturned I've left more than one stone.

Wishing I could be complete,

Lift me up out of this seat,

Break these chains around my feet,

Free my mind from it's defeat.

Though we have not yet begun,

I need you like the earth the sun,

and when it all is said and done,

I promise you I will not run.

Yet to find the one for me,

Soon enough eventually,

The time will come and you will see,

You and I were meant to be.

Drop the ocean, lift the sky,
Today seems like a goodbye,
Memories of your voice forever linger.
Drink the potion, get me high,
Tears start to multiply ,
You wouldn't even try to lift a finger.
Cast the demons, out of here,
Lift me up, I have no fear,
Show you what it means to say I love you.
Wake me up, grab a beer,
Fill my cup, and shed a tear ,
My love for you has always been this true.
Drain the ocean , engulf the land,
Time to focus , begin again,
Learn to live without you by my side.
Convey the notions, my own brand,
Revolve my life, and take a stand,
Without you , I know, I will be alright.
Ring the bell, Sound the horn,
Today i have been reborn,
I can do this all on my own.
Rise the fell, Mend the torn,
Persevere through all the scorn,
My , look at how much you have grown.
Drop the ocean , lift the sky,
Today seems like a goodbye,
Memories of your voice forever linger.