My mind is slowly beginning to collapse
As I go into a state of distress
I enter my pensive zone
Which is the only way I seem to clear my mind

I hear your offensive tone of voice
So I hinder your aggressive words
That some how always gets to my brain
And torments the remaining of my fragile ego

You have jeopardized every piece of my heart
But I let you do it just because
I can't stand the perception
Of you dismissing my existence

We provoked each other into anger
And it keeps escalating to something worse
Our dissensions are unbearable
So we need to replay our
Sunrise of desired conceptions

I escape my afflicted realm
Where you once invaded my blurred memories
Wishing you were in my presence
I reminisced on some of our happy hours
Thinking it would return
Not noticing the trickles of water
Concealing my vision

Where were you when i needed you the most
You're the one that should be
Drying my river of tears
And comforting me until
I fall asleep

Where were you when you should be
Picking me up when i fall down
And bandaging my every bruise
Not the physical type of bruise
It's the mental and emotional types
That you never seemed to care about

Where were you when
You could have protected my heart
From all the troubles of the world
You're suppose to be the only true one
That has my heart

Where were you at night
When you suppose to tuck me in
And fight off all the monsters under my bed
I guess i'm too old now
For any of these things to happen
Where were you DADDY !!