Tryin to see through the Darkness as it calls fallin deeper and deeper until completely numb..
No longer able to see the light no matter how many times I think of you/us..
Unsure if things will ever be the same..
My heart beats rapidly as I think of you but yet becomin more and more empty inside..
Trapped inside myself now locked within these walls..
Stare at your picture wondering where do we stand now..
There's something different I've felt it for a while now..
Your words play over and over as I lay awake trying to find peace..
Slowly our memories are slippin further and further into the unknown..
There's no way out??
Trapped within these walls Darkness
Just know I could never love anyone like I love you..

Feeling so lost completely alone..
Though surrounded not knowin which are dark and which are light..
Torn between what's within your gut and feel..
Left without words deep within experiencin the uunknown..
Those hands that once guided you have disappeared..
Uncertain of these feelings, emotions, and thoughts..
Clarity of any seems to be beyond your reach..
Now questionin and wonderin whether you were the jester..