im getting to the point where i cant feel anything
i cant feel when the cool breeze goes by
i cant feel when someone touches my shoulder to get my attention
i cant feel my face
or  my body
i cant feel my heart
or any ***** in my body

i cant feel anything anymore

i really wish i could tell you i never loved you but i do
i cant help but stare at you when your not looking
i cant help but have dreams about you

it ***** having dreams about you because they feel real
but in reality , i know its not.

i wish you didnt move on so quickly
and i wish you'd realize how hurt i feel

i wish you understood my consequences to this.
you dont get it.

i wish i could feel your fingers locked with mine
and your breathing on my neck

i wish i could feel you
and me.

dont say you'll be here
dont say you loved me
dont say everything will get better
because it wont
dont say i'll be fine
because im not
dont say you understand
because you dont

and you never will.