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Kota Apr 2014
"I remembered a dream, where I woke up to him playing his guitar and I didn't say anything. I just sat and watched him play. The more he moved his fingers, the more I wanted to play with him. But my fingers didn't move as fast as his. They were slow and bulky, grazing two strings instead of one. So Instead, I listened. I listened to the music of a memory I never witnessed and one I never would, sing me to sleep.
I used the tag Isis R.G for this as I post some things on tumblr and i really don't want people knowing I'm writing any of this. (No theft here, I can give you the link to the tumblr if you'd like. ****)
Kota Jan 2014
I will not feed your curiosity. I will rot in what welcomes me,

It is a pain only wielded for my heart alone, none other should wield it.

It is the hammer of my existence, and if this hammer crumbles my veins, I will welcome it.

Oh, How I will welcome it.
Kota Aug 2013
"Fingers twist into charcoal like the fires of last night.
You no longer dance with the rest of us, you're only ashes in mid-flight.
She screams, I am insane.
I whisper, You are too blame."
Kota Jul 2013
Your claws are short, as they are dull,and still, you bare teeth of the dire.
You're tongue is weak and your will is vacant.
Of course, you are one to believe that we are stronger, that we can conquer.
Such silly lies you spew, such great stories that only make you pretty.
As stars whisper, you will laugh. Their light trembles as your hands steady.
You smile; oh what a smile.
I reached out to it at the mid night hour. You told me to die, die, die.
But your claws are short, as they are dull; yet you dare bare the teeth of the dire.
Your tongue is weak, it would be a shame if something would to happen to it.
Your voice could no longer be heard, and such fake teeth would no longer be cared.
I shall shove your tongue and your lies back down your throat.
You will Asphyxiate, and you will scream.
A little dark c;
But if you can understand what I was trying to get at, then you get a cookie. (:
Kota Jul 2013
Swallow your memories,
laugh at your truth, forget until tomorrow.
Regain what you lost, and lose it all again.
Another laugh, another sway, another bottle in my way.
It's empty, it's empty!
I don't want to remember!
Fetch me another bottle,
I'd like to sleep 'till december.
I wrote part of this last night. I was drunk and depressed.
Fixed it up and what not this evening.
Kota May 2013
Memories are a potent, and cruel existence.
You want to smile, you'd like to think of the flutter in your chest, the feeling of joy covering your eyes.
But memories are full of melancholy and odium.
They remind you of the years you've breathed, they remind you of the things you've seen
They cling to your eyelids like stained blood.
We all have the memories, such sanguine feelings they carry.
But is such, worth the daggers prickling at your eyes?
Are they worth, the engraving pain that trickles down your spine?
I am a reminder. I am your pain. I am your joy.
Blink.
Maybe you'll see me.
**-Dakota R. McIvor

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