I lie in bed at night
And dream
Terrible awful dreams
You don't want me
Don't need me
Don't love me anymore
I want to see you
To touch your face
But the Distance is our eternity
Separating us forever
There is no love
Strong enough
Worth enough
To fight this eternity
There is no love left
To conquer the land
No love left
The lend the upper hand
There is only this chasm
We built with the empty
Distances of land

The Words
Of your silence
The complexity
Of your simplicity
The warmth
Of your cold heart
The companionship
Of your empty arm
My eternal love
For your loveless soul

It's not easy to love me
I know
I never really belonged here
I know

I thought I was safe here
It's true
I was sure of my home here
It's true

You don't know me at all
Not really
You'll never wish you did
Not really

Maybe that's why I'm dead
It's certain
Maybe you just don't know
It's certain

Just don't pretend you care
I'm fine
All I ever did was lie
I'm fine

I'm just me
My face is meh
My name is dull
I'm nothing to look at
I'm just me

I'm just me
I stutter when I read
I trip when I walk
I'm nothing to care about
I'm just me

I'm just me
I sing in the shower
I have little passion
I'm nothing to listen to
I'm just me

I'm just me
My smile is broken
My hands are gigantic
I'm nothing to love
I'm just me

I'm just me
I have crazy dreams
I'm not happy all the time
I'm nothing to wait for
I'm just me

I'm just me
I am nothing
I am no one
I'm am loved
I'm just me

An empty shell
What is there to feel
No Heart nor soul
Left to break
There is only me
Whats left of me
Forgotten
Broken
Lifeless
An empty shell

Don't cry for me
Like they really would
I just feel so small
That's not the point
I love life that's not it
Do you even deserve it
I want you to move on
But what from
What I do it's not for me
You selfish ugly beast
I'm so afraid you just don't know
No one would care anyway
More than anyone I fear me

Alone in the dark
So much more than missunderstood
Your apathy is not lost on me
The truth lies in my scars
It pulses through my veins
Invades my broken heart
Temporarily I stem the flow
Cutting off the Scorce
The relief you see is all I've got
My solemn scars and I

It's easier to hold on
Than it is to let go
It's easier to say okay
Than it is to say goodbye

It's better to let go
When you don't want to hold on
It's better to say goodbye
When you're settling for okay

A symphony
Of solitude
Sung by me
Heard not by you
A lonely cry
More or less
Drifts onto
The ears of the deaf
Sometimes I fear
You're all like me
Drifting in and out
Of this reality
I hear a voice
But it's only me
Sometimes I'm sure
That I'm...
Crazy

Her heart yearns as her soul aches
Breathing in and out feels like a mistake
Once loved but not today

The notes they wrote pressed to her chest
Knowing each day he loves her less and less
She'd give anything to escape from this

Rolling over to hide her face
Crying is how she chooses to end the day
Why she pleads with no one why?

You alone
Built this home
You filled it
With things you love

Still after all that
It doesn't feel like home
Still you feel like
You're suffocating in yourself

It is your house
Built with your hands
Filled with your loves
Why are you so lonely

Misunderstood and all alone
You sit and watch the swelling halls
You're so afraid to look away
Into the eyes of those above

Your real fear is that they'll never see
That you're one of them a human being
And even if you try so hard
They will never see who you are

There's a part of me that want's to breathe
Another part has died
A part of me lives in the clouds
Another harsh reality

There's a part of me that longs for more
Another part has given up
A part of me that knows it all
Another so naive

There's a part of me that isn't right
Another knows it's so
That part of me with the darkest thoughts
The part that hates me too