Sometimes I'm smart
But I feel mostly dumb
Sometimes I cry
But I'm usually numb
Sometimes I'm right
But I'm often most wrong
Sometimes I find beauty
In the screaming of a song
Sometimes I'm alive
But I feel mostly dead
Sometimes I'm out of my mind
Most days I'm stuck in my head
Sometimes I'm seen
But I stay out of sight
Sometimes I read
And sometimes I write
Sometimes I feel straight
Other days I'm not sure
Sometimes I don't know
If I'll make it to fourty-four
Sometimes I wish I was a gravestone in the grass
But all the time I remember
That I am more than that