all by my self
it's hard to be sure why i feel so insecure
seems my pain is the only cure
my tears running dry as i sit by the window
hoping you'd come back to me like you did before
all by my self  no body to calm the sadness
just pain and sadness i thought you knew
that my love was true  and how much i still love you
all these feelings i have their obsured here by my self not a trace of you near
i wish this sadness would just dissappear  just to have you near.

Only he can wear this crown
The woe that pulls and holds him down
A life without, a life with shame
And only he may hold the blame
A door once shut can ne'er reopen
The portal sealed with those words spoken
A path he frequents and walks through slowly
A friendship formed by suitor lowly.