Numb.
A feeling hard to explain.
Like a heart breaking, a life being taken and a love in the making.
It happened with a crash.
I saw stars, shining.
I saw my life, flashing.
Then silence broke.
Reality.
A reminder, a painful realization.
Reality set in, blood seeped out.
Sirens came, closer and closer, farther and farther.
I felt so far away.
Alone.
Separate, apart, isolated.
So many sounds, words, yelling, screaming.
The dark sky surrounded by faces; so unfamiliar.
Silence.**
As I fall asleep.
I fall.
fall.
fall.